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Hi

I am feeling very isolated. I am dealing with something that is terrible but am afraid to talk about it. I need someone to care. Is there someone out there? PLEASE!

Abby

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Pip,

I kind of felt abandoned by your response but thats ok. DONT SAY SORRY! I just feel left out here now too and have no where to go. It was horrible. I need help

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I was not sure what to say.

I didn't want you to feel worse

I want to be here for you

I wasnt sure what I had said

Do you need medical help?

Have you told hubby?

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Can't tell hubby. Won't either. Thinking about going to get tested later this week for AIDS and stuff. Emailed therapist but either he didn't get it or decided not to respond. Very sore. My alters took me to this place and I tried to get away.

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Do you know who did it?

I didn't even think about HIV

but get all tests to ease your mind.

Where were you?

Did you go out alone?

Do you remember it?

Could you tell the police?

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That is the clincher... tell the police... and then have some lawyer say well...did one of your alters want to do this? How would that even go? There is no choice here and Yes I know who it was. A man that I told to go away many years ago. He contacted me recently and one of my alters must have decided to talk to him but I know they all disliked him. Maybe my t is tired of my dramatics. I can't help it. I got cut up my them last week again.... i am so pathetic. there is nothing i can do. I just need a friend

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Abby Sweetheart

This man needs to be punished.

ok - no police - I understand

do you remember what happened?

I will always be your friend

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((((((((((Abby))))))))))

I'm sorry that something has happened to you hun.

Maybe it is worth just speaking to the police about it to see what they would advise? You don't have to go through with anything you don't want to. Could you call a SAFE centre or something just to speak to someone about it? Or victim support.

i'm sorry I don't know what else to say.... :(

Take care x

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Abby

I dont know if this will make sense

so please excuse me if I am stupid

Can't you tell your alters to look after you all

and not to do stuff that will put you in danger?

Sorry if that is a daft quedtion

I would think you all want to be safe and not hurt?

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thanks for just replying jopo

Pip that is the goal right now for me in t. I guess I will ge there, but this is different. I will get over it and survive though, I am sure.

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I dont mean this to sound mean

but you should call a crisis team and talk

you must tell your therapist.

You can't be going about not safe.

Would you admit yourself to hospital til you are in control again?

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Pip I did tell my t haven't heard from him...did via email. he might be out cuz a big weekend here...4th of july and alll.. I could call a crisis team when my hubby wasnt around.... good idea. I will do that. thanks for that idea. NO HOSPITAL. My alters would kill me literally

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good.

so you are safe just now?

Stay with him all day tomorrow

Is Monday a holiday?

Stay glued to someone til you get your therapist

You have to be on top of these alters

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No way

You are with hubby

You are safe

He loves you

Abby I had taken my sleeping pills before i saw your post

so if I go quite it means I fell asleep and am not ignoring you

ok?

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Abby I am not abandonding you

I am leaving you in the safe arms of your hubby

II amyour friend

but drugs have kicked in bigg style

cant keep eyes open

speak tomorrow

Hang onto hubby

Pips

x

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hi abby here in one form or another

I don't know what to think. i thought i had made some friends here but only pip stayed with me. i guess it must be me. anyway fellow crazy people i was raped yesterday and in desparate need of suport. going to bed as i am in vt. hope to see you all in the am..

ABBBYYY

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:bigarmhug[1]: Abby

You do have friends here, you have me hon always xxxxx

Raped , Abby you need to see a doc, i've read the thread but you should get checked over and soon. I am so sorry this has happened and if i read it right one of your alters was around at the time?

I wish i were there, i d come and hug you and take you to the docs myself, but i am here and listening, sorry for not being around last night, i had to med out myself again, stress had got to me so badly i felt like driving my head through the wall..

I am here now and really care about you. You are special and deserve all our love.

Please tell us how you are today and what we can do to help...

Here and listening

Love

Jayney

x

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Abby

You will still be sleeping

I just woke up

Sorry I fell asleep on you last night

I was fighting to keep my eyes open

-but didn't want to leave you

How are you feeling today?

Remember to stick by hubby and not be alone

We are here for you

I am here for you

I just wish we didn't have the time difference.

Take care today and keep in touch

Pips

x

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feel better this morning. dont hurt so much. i took sleeping pills. i called a hot line like you said and am going to go get checked out as long as I can do it without saying my name. they said i could. just have to get away from hubby for a while with a goood excuse. shopping and such. thanks pip and thanks jai.

Abby

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