Shelley Posted November 16, 2008 Report Share Posted November 16, 2008 I Want To See The Sun The low hung clouds affect my mood And darkness fills my every thought The only thing that pulls me through Is maybe some day things will change I want to see the sun I want to see the sun Time stands still for erternity The world resolves but not for me The changing tides affect the sea Optimism holds the key I want to see the sun I want to see the sun But sunshine doesn't want to shine on me The bitter smile of fortune is false The fear of it tears you apart It's in the choices that you make That bring you laughter or a tear I want to see the sun I want to see the sun But sunshine doesn't want to shine on me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shelley Posted November 17, 2008 Author Report Share Posted November 17, 2008 Untitled Three steps forward, two steps back If im trying im manic If I give up im black Constant critisism of the things that I do Living up to your expectations But what they are, I havn't a clue You're playing with me and im sick of it all I don't do head games, you win, your call When im down you pick me up When im up you knock me down Is it any wonder I feel confused, abused This life that I have is not what I'd choose Tell me what you want me to do How should I act? I havn't a clue Tired of feeling ill all the time Nausea, headaches, emotional flu Too up, too down Never quite right Am I the problem, or is it all you? Nirvana blew his brains out with a shotgun I relate to his lyrics and you laugh at me Oblivion is safe, I won't have to feel So, so tired, and nothing is real.BTW comments welcome....good or bad! :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shelley Posted February 1, 2009 Author Report Share Posted February 1, 2009 Untitled I can't keep faking, I've lost the fight I roll over, play dead, you say "It'll be alright" The spirit I had, you knocked for six Should have realised that's how you get your kicks My stomache knots, nauseated with fear Wish I could find a way out, a place away from here I don't know who you want me to be Christ, I don't know even who I am You made dam sure of that And all along it was your sick plan Your a leech and you've sucked out all of me I am a shell, a void, a walking legacy My thoughts are messed up Im ill in the head I cry out for help, you say "you made your bed" How much longer can I be wound up Like an old toy Played with And cast aside Before the spring snaps And you find that I've died Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
daisy duck Posted February 1, 2009 Report Share Posted February 1, 2009 Untitled Three steps forward, two steps back If im trying im manic If I give up im black Constant critisism of the things that I do Living up to your expectations But what they are, I havn't a clue You're playing with me and im sick of it all I don't do head games, you win, your call When im down you pick me up When im up you knock me down Is it any wonder I feel confused, abused This life that I have is not what I'd choose Tell me what you want me to do How should I act? I havn't a clue Tired of feeling ill all the time Nausea, headaches, emotional flu Too up, too down Never quite right Am I the problem, or is it all you? Nirvana blew his brains out with a shotgun I relate to his lyrics and you laugh at me Oblivion is safe, I won't have to feel So, so tired, and nothing is real.BTW comments welcome....good or bad! really love this one...relate to the words a lot.well writtenxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
daisy duck Posted February 1, 2009 Report Share Posted February 1, 2009 i like all of them...your really goodxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rael Posted February 1, 2009 Report Share Posted February 1, 2009 they are really good and i can definitely relate to them. keep sharing them xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shelley Posted February 1, 2009 Author Report Share Posted February 1, 2009 ^ Thanks! I have another.Untitled I am a master of disguises I can be a hundred different people on one day With me you'll discover many hidden suprises Just don't believe a single word I say I can act just how you want me to act I can manipulate any given situation, to please me, to please you I am the puppet and the pupeteer I am the master and you are the fool These masks I wear They are not new I was born with them They do as I do I animate them And give them life What's underneath? A mother? A wife? When I look concerned I laugh at you Im on auto-pilot It's as easy as remembering to breath You think you have the upper hand But for one hundred different people, my freind, you'll grieve. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
daisy duck Posted February 1, 2009 Report Share Posted February 1, 2009 ^ Thanks! I have another.Untitled I am a master of disguises I can be a hundred different people on one day With me you'll discover many hidden suprises Just don't believe a single word I say I can act just how you want me to act I can manipulate any given situation, to please me, to please you I am the puppet and the pupeteer I am the master and you are the fool These masks I wear They are not new I was born with them They do as I do I animate them And give them life What's underneath? A mother? A wife? When I look concerned I laugh at you Im on auto-pilot It's as easy as remembering to breath You think you have the upper hand But for one hundred different people, my freind, you'll grieve.strong stuffxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
timmy Posted February 2, 2009 Report Share Posted February 2, 2009 I am new here but i just wanted to say i think your poems are very good.I enjoy poetry. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shelley Posted February 2, 2009 Author Report Share Posted February 2, 2009 Thankyou! I enjoy writing them, kinda theraputic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shelley Posted February 2, 2009 Author Report Share Posted February 2, 2009 The Blood Of Christ Controlled Undignified Resentment Frustration Anticipation Tense Push Draw Watch Crimson Relax Relief Repeat Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shelley Posted February 4, 2009 Author Report Share Posted February 4, 2009 Raw Emotions buried for many years and years, Having rid my body of my disease. Like an over boiling pot, I cried many tears, I prayed to God and fell down on my knees. Coulors so vibrant, not dull and grey, The sence of touch, long forgotten return to my finger tips. The smell of cut grass, the warmth of the sun, Like a person reborn, I am raw as one. I see your faces, and It's like Im seeing them for the very first time. How blinded was I, that I could not see, just how much you mean to me. You are beautiful in every way, And every moment spent with you, Is both precious and a privillage in every new day. But I have let you down again, It's true, Another lightning bolt that's come from the blue. Believe me when I say to you, That I will see you again, for what you truely are, I've had It with my blinkerd ways, And next time I will be here to stay. This is a poem I wrote for my children, after coming out of rehab for alcoholism, unfortunately it only took 4 days before I started abusing Diazapam, and going back to my old ways, just a different substance of abuse. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jades Posted February 4, 2009 Report Share Posted February 4, 2009 i reallyfeel like i know u now great poems hugs xxxxxxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eve-naive Posted February 4, 2009 Report Share Posted February 4, 2009 They are amazing Shelley. eve xxxI really appreciate the master of disguises one. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rael Posted February 5, 2009 Report Share Posted February 5, 2009 really good i love the last one, really powerfulxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shelley Posted February 5, 2009 Author Report Share Posted February 5, 2009 Thankyou very much. :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jades Posted February 5, 2009 Report Share Posted February 5, 2009 u should keep these amd make am ibook Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shelley Posted February 11, 2009 Author Report Share Posted February 11, 2009 Catharsis blowing your brains out getting those stains out drinking down death breathing her breath pull this fever out of my veins pull these thoughts right out of my brain eyes hurt from searching too much too hot to see to bright to touch washing your veins out drowning the pain out paying the price losing your life wallow fear desperation swallow mirror- watch me drown satan shows me his creation black reflection fearsome found slashing your sorrows no more tomorrows dissonent chorus, I cut the chord and I am lost and breathing one final sigh I am ready to die... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rael Posted February 11, 2009 Report Share Posted February 11, 2009 wow thats really evocative i really like itxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shelley Posted February 14, 2009 Author Report Share Posted February 14, 2009 ^ Thanks. A Girl's DreamsWhen we are little girls,we dream of princes in white,and white knights on their steeds.We dream of a hero who will rescue us from our lives.Yea that's what we dream of-with Innocent eyes.When we are in the teens,then we find our dreamsturn to the darker side of things.Vampires, demons and rebel souls-the bad boys capture uswith that wicked gleam in their eyes.Yeah, that's what we dream of-when we find Innocent lies.Well I've tried the angelwith lying eyes;and I've had the devilwith trouble on his mind.but now I dream at night-Of a man who'll be there when no one else will.Who'll love me for me;even as crazy I can be.A strong and quiet lovewith a passion that can't be denied.Yeah, that's what I dream of-with my not-so-Innocent eyes. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shelley Posted February 15, 2009 Author Report Share Posted February 15, 2009 Prison Thought I could control You Built Inescapable walls To capture You Who have watched me fall Walls so high No bird could fly over No spirit could climb No cloud could cover Walls so thick No force could break No light penetrate No way to escape Walls so strong They could not fall With solid foundations My Inescapable Wall Such a fool am I I thought that if you could not escape That You could not see That i would be free But there is no way To harness Infinity I realize now That I built these walls Around myself And only You can set me free Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rael Posted February 15, 2009 Report Share Posted February 15, 2009 i really like the way you write and am very much enjoying reading your poemsxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Paris Posted February 15, 2009 Report Share Posted February 15, 2009 you really have a talent wow Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Shelley Posted February 15, 2009 Author Report Share Posted February 15, 2009 ^ Thankyou! x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IvyLachat Posted February 16, 2009 Report Share Posted February 16, 2009 Now u can write poetry!I can relate to all of them at different times. I loved the master of disguises one. It is so hard to remain consistent. I still try tho, i try to use logic and remain objective.When u're in it tho, its hard to see what's actually going on.All well written xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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