x.glitter_raindrops.x Posted January 15, 2009 Report Share Posted January 15, 2009 Alot of you may know how tough things have beenIve been so much more stressed out and this has lead to my OCD going off the scaleI normally wash my hands in 2s (or 4s if i think there dirtier) (each additional time has to be done in intervals of 2s or 4s until i feel satisfied or comforted)been doing this even more recentlyI might as well have been hairdressing again my dermatitis is back with a vengeancealso starting to think maybe my OCD was to blame for the demise of my career as a cause of dermatitis rather than just the detergent alone.Used to get so nervous.HAD to get every shampoo perfect for every clientwould stand there drying my hands and scrubbing them dry with the toweland then go and wash them in twos of course and then scrub them totally dry once againthis at the time was to avoid dermatitisalthough now Ive been out of the career and had time to reflect, and from current problem (my skin is open like before)ive come to realise its my own stupid fault and that Im the one that has burnt my career to ashesgrrrrdoctor wont even give me any tablets for it til ive spoke to pdoc bout itsaid that OCD isnt too bad unless it affects every day of your life.....well duhh....i explained everything to himand he just poo pooed megrrrrok rant over:( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jades Posted January 15, 2009 Report Share Posted January 15, 2009 oh sweetheart considering your week thisis the least of your troubles try hemp bsed body moisturisers or if its bad try "bag balm" used on cows teets but sold in most drug stors will heal any skin chapping Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
x.glitter_raindrops.x Posted January 15, 2009 Author Report Share Posted January 15, 2009 oh sweetheart considering your week thisis the least of your troubles try hemp bsed body moisturisers or if its bad try "bag balm" used on cows teets but sold in most drug stors will heal any skin chappingive been on all the steroids and antibiotics and shizz,not supposed to wash my hands with normal soap, got soap substitute, but when i get the urge i kinda just blank out and forgetused all that stuffnever tried hemp or bag balm thoughmay have to give it a gothanks hunxeugggggh Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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