MelodieDAme Posted March 24, 2010 Report Share Posted March 24, 2010 To add to what I previously said, I had very strong thoughts the other day but the image of my sister arriving the next morning to pick me up and finding me either in hospital or dead made me not go through with it. I couldn't stand to hurt my family more than I already am, though sometimes I think it would be easier witout me. Keep strong everybody. x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sarah83 Posted March 25, 2010 Report Share Posted March 25, 2010 ive felt suicidal in the past and didnt do it as i had some time on a psychiatric ward i am currently having suicidal thoughts as i am very scared of the future all i can see is a bleak sad lonely future for myself on my own and with no one to care for me or love me it doesnt help that as well as mental health problems i have phsyical health problems to which make me feel useless and like i will never amount to anything the things that stop me are i am my dads carer as he has a serious illness my cats and dog what would happen to them if i died? i do sometimes think that if i died my dad and friends and my cats would be sad but would get over it pretty soon and at least they wouldnt have the hassle of me anymore i am actually scared of dying but am scared of living too everything just seems bleak and bad and i cant see a bright future for me so why be here sorry if i waffled on Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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