JasmineRose Posted April 25, 2012 Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 Will be listening when you're ready. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ubix Posted April 25, 2012 Author Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BYCdnwgBlgc Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ubix Posted April 25, 2012 Author Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 Enough more positive music!!!!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ubix Posted April 25, 2012 Author Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DDViLylcA8Y Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eagleheart Posted April 25, 2012 Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 Ubix,i've just looked through all the posts and i can see that you're in a crisis. I don't know how i can help but if you could take a few deep breaths and still yourself for a minute,i'd like to understand what is hurting you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ubix Posted April 25, 2012 Author Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 My life hurts and thank you for taking the time I can cry now Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ubix Posted April 25, 2012 Author Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 Music was alway my out let I still use it wahen things are wrong most people don't understand. It's better i use it and ask Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eagleheart Posted April 25, 2012 Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 When the rage and hurt comes on full throttle,i listen to THE NEW LIFE by the WATRBOYS. The lyrics make my soul soar and i get a rush of good feelings. The track is on the DREAM HARDER album.x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ubix Posted April 25, 2012 Author Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 This to all the women I have the privilege, my 2 wives mothers to my children and all thoes in-between. They are my life, simple. Yet it shows a weakness in me I cannot be alone and that is my greatest challenge. But more. not in the the same relationship but the number one MOM http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fjfq0Fr85Yg Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ubix Posted April 25, 2012 Author Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 I'm gonna listen to that now Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ubix Posted April 25, 2012 Author Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 Yes you have inspired!!!!! Two songs come to mind I hope this makes you realise this means you for now (SORRY) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aVnE3HHbaQo Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ubix Posted April 25, 2012 Author Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 EagleHeart Not meaning to sound wierd but I'm in a BI-polar & bpd moment so please bare with me but at the moment ur the best thing since sliced bread lol the other song is (forgive the mania it will go away I'm just having a hard time and the meds arn't working well but if you can and have the patients I think it will burn out :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
greenthing Posted April 25, 2012 Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 I'm glad you can cry now. I'm glad you have been able to find this outlet for your feelings. I think it is a brilliant idea - very, very clever of you Ubix -well done. I wish I could cry... i want to often, but i'm so numb from so many years of numbing every emotiojn, that I just can't... I love the way you embrace your bpd nature - so much to learn from you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ubix Posted April 25, 2012 Author Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sonYFxHHvaM I know it's not realistic but it would be nice for humanity Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ubix Posted April 25, 2012 Author Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 Greenthing it takes a lot now I'm being so in control it freaks my nature out you know what i mean bpd plus high Bi-polar emotions are just your life. But thats why I ask on this site I've been here for years and people on top of their own problems have listened no psych can ever match that. People from 7 years ago put up with hell knows amount of s/'t from me but like you i think you guys i have down time and i don't mean to be demanding but well you make it better so THANKS. trying to get out of this mode sorry Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ubix Posted April 25, 2012 Author Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 Eagleheart? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eagleheart Posted April 25, 2012 Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 That's reached out through space and time and touched my heart man. You shouldn't beat yourself for needing to love and be loved,ok? Because needing that connection with another is a brave act. It takes courage to reveal your inner self to someone. You are a wondrous human. BELIEVE it. xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ubix Posted April 25, 2012 Author Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 Lets see if we can make the crying stop to both of you and one thing I do know from being a dooor matt is ai can some times please people and if anything YOU deserve thanks http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZrPaEUjtYvQ wouldn't it be nice for all of us to be like this I know I'm not back in reality yet :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ubix Posted April 25, 2012 Author Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 can I be real not that I am being? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
greenthing Posted April 25, 2012 Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 (((((hugs))))) to Eagleheart (((((hugs))))) to Ubix I realy really must go to bed now bfore is go to slepp at the compyter agin Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ubix Posted April 25, 2012 Author Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M9dFYpDy0UQ Sorry I'm fighting this momentary glitch but it is there I am Fighting SORRY Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ubix Posted April 25, 2012 Author Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 Thats ok greenthing thanks ((((HUG))) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eagleheart Posted April 25, 2012 Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 Ubix,pal,i take you for you. OK,you're someone with stuff going on but that doesn't de-value you as a person. I've been thru a week of absolute hell so i know and feel your pain. I'm bi-polar & bpd & psychotic & hallucinating constantly. But i'm proud of who i am and i am proud of you my friend. xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ubix Posted April 25, 2012 Author Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 any one wanna stay? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ubix Posted April 25, 2012 Author Report Share Posted April 25, 2012 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z1LOWEufAH0 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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