Fanta Posted April 9, 2013 Report Share Posted April 9, 2013 I came across this on another forum and thought it would be great here. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fanta Posted April 9, 2013 Author Report Share Posted April 9, 2013 When you are so lonely but don't want anyone near you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sparko Posted April 9, 2013 Report Share Posted April 9, 2013 You feel so much but when someone asks you how you feel you just don't know Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
huuh Posted April 9, 2013 Report Share Posted April 9, 2013 When you have no identity and you lie so often you don't know what the truth is. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bena.baby Posted April 9, 2013 Report Share Posted April 9, 2013 You find yourself thinking of bad things in people you like to stop you idolising them. And then you end up hating them. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AmyP Posted April 9, 2013 Report Share Posted April 9, 2013 You feel absolutely nothing, and intense pain all at the same time. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SoppyCow96 Posted April 9, 2013 Report Share Posted April 9, 2013 You feel emotions so strong you dont know how to handle or control them Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Liciane Posted April 9, 2013 Report Share Posted April 9, 2013 When you without reason day by day or you start to fell 24h a day. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bena.baby Posted April 9, 2013 Report Share Posted April 9, 2013 When someone tells you that they have never thought about killing themselves, you honestly cannot believe it, because you've thought about it most days since you were a child. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
artemis84 Posted April 9, 2013 Report Share Posted April 9, 2013 When an unanswered text or phone call signifies not that someone is busy for the moment but that they have abandoned you completely and forever. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
huuh Posted April 9, 2013 Report Share Posted April 9, 2013 When someone tells you that they have never thought about killing themselves, you honestly cannot believe it, because you've thought about it most days since you were a child. Not realized that but is it true people haven't thought of it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Orpyz Posted April 9, 2013 Report Share Posted April 9, 2013 When you can't even begin to unravel this question because it seems such a big one to answer.... You just know that what is normal for you isn't the same as 'normal' people? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bena.baby Posted April 9, 2013 Report Share Posted April 9, 2013 huuh, yeah, had this conversation with my best friend. She was shocked that I had EVER thought about it, let alone thought about it every day, and I was shocked that she had NEVER thought of it, not even once. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
huuh Posted April 9, 2013 Report Share Posted April 9, 2013 Sad isn't it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sparko Posted April 9, 2013 Report Share Posted April 9, 2013 When you love someone so intensely and then can't stand them and then love them again and then can't stand them .... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bena.baby Posted April 9, 2013 Report Share Posted April 9, 2013 It's sad in some ways, but I'm glad my friend has never gone through it. I'm glad that a lot of people don't. And to be honest, now that I am on the way to being better (if you can get better from this) I am glad that I have been ill. I mean, yes, I would rather not have been, but I was, so I am trying to look at the positives. I have a much deeper understanding of myself and of life than I would have had. I am more perceptive than other people. I don't worry about little things that aren't so important. I know that my emotions run really deeply. I don't think I'm as scared of taking risks as I would have been, because, shit, I've tried to kill myself twice and I've run away to foreign countries with £20 in my back pocket. How scary can anything else be? Also, I did a lot of stupid things when I was ill, and even though sometimes I felt like shit during those times, some of the stupid things I did make me laugh and to be honest make quite good stories. Anyway, off topic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Liciane Posted April 9, 2013 Report Share Posted April 9, 2013 When an unanswered text or phone call signifies not that someone is busy for the moment but that they have abandoned you completely and forever. Exactly! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Liciane Posted April 9, 2013 Report Share Posted April 9, 2013 When you start to self harm to feel better (it's very very very difficult to stop doing this). Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tan19 Posted April 10, 2013 Report Share Posted April 10, 2013 When every part of you wants to be loved so you try to put on a brave face to stay happy. Then they leave and you tell yourself you deserve it, your meant to be alone and that's how you'll always be. Yet inside you just want them to love you again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Christine001 Posted April 10, 2013 Report Share Posted April 10, 2013 when for the past hour you have been drafting seriously cutting and critical emails to stuff at work, but are fortunate enough to have enough awareness to press the delete button each time. agghhhhh. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jeckle88 Posted April 10, 2013 Report Share Posted April 10, 2013 When you dont know which thought or emotion is genuine and justified, or just BPD. Constantly doubting yourself. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AmyP Posted April 10, 2013 Report Share Posted April 10, 2013 When you unconsciously take so many little bits of everyone elses personality that you have no idea who you really are. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kitsune Posted April 10, 2013 Report Share Posted April 10, 2013 When you have no concept of another person.... because when they're out of sight, they're really out of mind. And even when they're with you, you have so many walls it's as if they're just a visitor and not really real. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fanta Posted April 10, 2013 Author Report Share Posted April 10, 2013 When you get all impulsive and then regret it like 10 minutes later. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Christine001 Posted April 10, 2013 Report Share Posted April 10, 2013 You have just had a rant to your children about their bedrooms and they just turn back to the TV , as they are used to your outbursts. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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