Dice Posted July 11, 2013 Report Share Posted July 11, 2013 Just a dirty little secret... Between you and I... Having to lie to myself... Trust starting... My heart was beating... Smile was growing... Eyes opening... Dreams feeling real... Birds singing... Was this it??? The turning point... Butterflies whenever we spoke... Becoming closer... In reach... Longing for that touch... But I watched it all slip away... All too much... Mistake after mistake... Ruined it all... Changed... Ran away... Became bitter... Wanted to hurt you... To make you feel like I did... Do not think of you a lot anymore... You're my past... No more tears left... Just a smile once in awhile... When a thought comes into my head... I wished I could of hated you... Another old one I wrote a good while ago... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lily-Bee Posted July 12, 2013 Report Share Posted July 12, 2013 Hey Dice good to see you again! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dice Posted July 12, 2013 Author Report Share Posted July 12, 2013 Thanks Lily... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dani Posted July 13, 2013 Report Share Posted July 13, 2013 Good to see u around. Hope ur keeping well Can relate to poem xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dice Posted July 13, 2013 Author Report Share Posted July 13, 2013 Thanks Dani... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pickle59 Posted July 14, 2013 Report Share Posted July 14, 2013 Hello (((Dice))).....How does it make you feel to bring these older poetic thoughts out into the open again? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dice Posted July 14, 2013 Author Report Share Posted July 14, 2013 Alright Pickle, Hmmm that is a good question, If I am honest I feel okay I guess with sharing this one more so than the other one... As I have HAD to accept that it's just a no good in every step of the way and I have learnt to close myself off from it and lay it to rest and stop allowing myself to feel the way I was for my own good... If only all things were easy to do it like that , Not saying it was easy just I do not know what word I could use instead :/... I know by sharing it, It's not going to make me start up all over again and un-done everything I have had to do to get me at this point with this, So I believe accepting was the important part in it all, Aswel as pulling far far back from the person too... Sorry not sure i am making much sence with it :| ... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pickle59 Posted July 14, 2013 Report Share Posted July 14, 2013 (((Dice)))........You are making total sense, and I'm glad that by revisiting how you felt/feel, that you have and are working through/worked through the pain that this relationship had for you, both good and not so good.xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dice Posted July 14, 2013 Author Report Share Posted July 14, 2013 Thank you for the hugs Pickle :]... Me too hahaha as it defo was about time, I have faith that in the long run of it all, That it was the best thing to do, And thank you for replying back to my post!!!... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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