maddy harper Posted January 20, 2014 Author Report Share Posted January 20, 2014 still relappsing here as i now have to keep it inside as my dog will get taken off me if i show signs of being ill again, i dont think thats fair that i have to keep it inside, that would make things worse for me i just know it. Finding most days a struggle but i have to keep going some how. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted January 21, 2014 Report Share Posted January 21, 2014 Yes, I agree it's not too good to keep all inside. At least you can talk / vent here, they won't see it; I send you courage and caring hugs. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 21, 2014 Author Report Share Posted January 21, 2014 thats true enough 3 moons. :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 22, 2014 Author Report Share Posted January 22, 2014 I still think my radio is talking to me though so i cant listen to that or a tv. I dont have one but i can here the one above me so i try not to listen to it when its on. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 22, 2014 Author Report Share Posted January 22, 2014 tryed listening to the radio today for the 1st time n 2 days. Its still talking to me Really unsettled me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted January 22, 2014 Report Share Posted January 22, 2014 Hi. If you feel not safe with radio and TVs for now, you should try to avoid them. Do you have the possibility to talk about it with a professional? Take good care of yourself. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Havehope Posted January 23, 2014 Report Share Posted January 23, 2014 are you on a gas meter maddy as they're a rip off....change to monthy bills if you can.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 23, 2014 Author Report Share Posted January 23, 2014 i dont have a c p n, shrink, nothing. My gp had to up my abilify her self recently, as the dose wasnt strong enough Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 24, 2014 Author Report Share Posted January 24, 2014 Got discharged from mental health services last feb. Beeo relying on my gp ever since Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 24, 2014 Author Report Share Posted January 24, 2014 my gp is doing the job of a psych doctor basically Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 27, 2014 Author Report Share Posted January 27, 2014 my voices keep telling me to hurt my self in some way. Trying really hard to ignore them as best as i can. Can listen to the radio now with out it talking to me so things must be on the look up somewhere.. Wonder how long this will last. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted January 27, 2014 Report Share Posted January 27, 2014 I hate when these bloody voices say things like go hurt yourself. It sounds a good sign that you can listen to the radio again though, that may give yourself a mean of distracting, But please, if at any moment the voices put too much pressure on you, call the crisis lines. I don't want you to risk acting on them. Maybe you need adjusting of your meds? Friendly kiss and take care. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 29, 2014 Author Report Share Posted January 29, 2014 meds have been upped. How many voices did or do have n your head 3moons if u dont mind me asking? I have 4. 1 is a really nice 1 She s called sarah, she s 10 ever since i started hearing her. I dont hear her that offen as the other voices scare her away but its nice when she does come to talk to me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted January 29, 2014 Report Share Posted January 29, 2014 I've 3 peoples living inside of my head. 2 adult males and one childish female. They can be bothering when they speack to me at an inapropriate time but I lived so much with them that we are like a team and I love them. Then there are the "ghosts" outside, I don't know how many they are but it seems to me that it's a different person each time and they are very agressive, we fear them. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 29, 2014 Author Report Share Posted January 29, 2014 aww bless you Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted January 30, 2014 Report Share Posted January 30, 2014 Thanks Maddy. Bless you too. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted February 3, 2014 Author Report Share Posted February 3, 2014 cant listen to the radio again, new it wouldnt last! Fuck, fuck, fuck! Had enough of this shit! Shouldnt be having to deal with this not at all! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted February 3, 2014 Author Report Share Posted February 3, 2014 freaked out to a woman on phone today when i was ordering honeys food. Whats wrong with me??? Aaaaarg! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted February 3, 2014 Report Share Posted February 3, 2014 Breath, my friend. You can feel safe, there's no threat. *Hugs* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted February 4, 2014 Author Report Share Posted February 4, 2014 i forget about my breathing techniques now and then Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted February 4, 2014 Report Share Posted February 4, 2014 I forget it too, that's why I reminded you to do it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted February 6, 2014 Author Report Share Posted February 6, 2014 well today is going shight. Voices n my head shouting threats. Cant play my instruments yet as its to early so i cant get away from them. Meh! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted February 6, 2014 Report Share Posted February 6, 2014 Courage Maddy, soon you'll be enjoying music and these nasty voices will be chased away. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted February 6, 2014 Author Report Share Posted February 6, 2014 think i am coming down with something as i cant play my flutes. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted February 6, 2014 Report Share Posted February 6, 2014 Why can't you? *Friendly hugs* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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