Threemoons Posted October 28, 2014 Report Share Posted October 28, 2014 Sorry that your house doesn't feel safe at the moment, Maddy. Can you distract until things feel safer again? I send you love dear. Here if you want to talk. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted October 30, 2014 Author Report Share Posted October 30, 2014 Woke up this morning to feeling frightened. wish my brain would stop playing tricks on me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted October 30, 2014 Report Share Posted October 30, 2014 Hugs, dear Maddy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted October 31, 2014 Author Report Share Posted October 31, 2014 i am on four clonazepam or clonapin to give it its other name i am on that for my panic disorder and anxiety. I have one mg which is two tablets n the morning and the other two i take them on a p r n basis as they make me feel slow n stupid. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted October 31, 2014 Report Share Posted October 31, 2014 Sorry, what is a prn basis? I hope that your meds are effective and give you a respite. Some more hugs for you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted November 2, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 2, 2014 P r n means as and when required. should have made that clear. My week end has been anxious. Nothing good has happened Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted November 3, 2014 Report Share Posted November 3, 2014 Thanks for explaining me. Sorry that you didn't enjoy your week-end. Wish you a very good week. Hugs. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted November 4, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 4, 2014 Thanks for the reply three moons. Means a lot to me. just wish my anxiety would fuck off. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted November 6, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 6, 2014 i dont feel mentally well at all. Still anxious as hell and i dont know whats causing it. I cant stand feeling like this. meh Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ravenwing Posted November 6, 2014 Report Share Posted November 6, 2014 I know you don't know me, but I recognise so much of me in how you are feeling. Just wanted to give you some big, squishy (((hugs))) x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted November 6, 2014 Report Share Posted November 6, 2014 Hugs, Maddy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted November 11, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 11, 2014 Thanks for the support guys. Still really jumpy at everything. The only things that dont scare me are music and my guineas. The world has turned in to a very scary place for me. i dont like it iether. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted November 12, 2014 Report Share Posted November 12, 2014 I'm sorry for that, Maddy. Can you concentrate on your music and your guineas until the world feels less scary? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted November 13, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 13, 2014 thats what i am doing but the scaryness s still here which is horible. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted November 13, 2014 Report Share Posted November 13, 2014 Huge hugs. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted November 14, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 14, 2014 still jumpy at everything when i awake but i am sleeping much better than i was which is progress. maybe its got something to do with the fifty mg of chlorpromazine i have to take at night. stops the voices getting in my dreams if i have any that is Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted November 14, 2014 Report Share Posted November 14, 2014 I'm glad you sleep better. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted November 15, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 15, 2014 still anxious but its going slowly day by day as i have good sleep now Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted November 18, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 18, 2014 I am still anxious even with the clonazepam but that takes the edge off slightly. The dock upped my dose so i have to wait again for the drug to build up in my system. Hope it dont take to long to kick in. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted November 18, 2014 Report Share Posted November 18, 2014 Hope it takes effect soon, Maddy. There's no reason it wouldn't. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted November 19, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 19, 2014 feeling a bit less anxious today so thats a start. Hope it continues. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted November 19, 2014 Report Share Posted November 19, 2014 Fingers crossed! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted November 20, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 20, 2014 New it was a flash in the pan thing where i had no anxiety. Woke up this morning at four feeling really scared and couldnt get back to sleep. its gonna be another long day ahead of me. Waxed up all my dreads so they looking really nice. Had the rutes tightened yesterday so they look all neet Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted November 20, 2014 Report Share Posted November 20, 2014 Sorry you awoke so early. And hurray for your dreads, looking after yourself is so nice! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted November 21, 2014 Author Report Share Posted November 21, 2014 dreads take a huge amount of work to keep them looking neet and tidy specially western peoples dreads as they aint afro texture. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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