zenry1213 Posted January 26, 2017 Report Share Posted January 26, 2017 I've come crashing down. I've had so many good times. And now I'm back to feeling nothing but emptiness. I can have a smile on my face and feel fuck all inside. I'm numb and I can't even explain it. I'm back to picturing myself jumping off a cliff in my mind. I'm even watching myself jump. My body is disgusting. I'm so so fat and so saggy. But I can't change it even though my Brain is telling me to. Food is such a source of comfort for me even though every time i eat my Brain is telling me what a fat disgusting pig I am and how many calories am I putting into my body. I want to starve Myself. I want my ribs to show and my thighs not to touch. I want to be too thin. I want what I can't have. Why do I have to have this? Why. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
postaldudesdad Posted January 27, 2017 Report Share Posted January 27, 2017 "I can have a smile on my face and feel fuck all inside. " This is an exceptional talent, i wish i could do this, can you teach me? my facial expressions match how i feel, how do you feel one thing but show another? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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