Dedus Posted November 17, 2017 Report Share Posted November 17, 2017 I am going to fucking write about it ! Mental illness (omg ) I hear you all shout ! Not another sob story , life is hard enough without having to listen and read about these damaged freaks , ( stay away from them kids ) they are nuts , and you will catch it if you talk to them ! ( so you are depressed who gives a shit ) my life is great and I am happy , so go and be fucking suicidal somewhere far away from happy normal people ! People like me become ostracised from the mainstream , or get tagged and labeled as freaks , because we can't wear the happy smile of false contentment , we choose to be alone , rather than pretend we are part of some true man show , called media sites ! Taking snapshots of every fucking single thing we do in our lives , from waking up in the morning , to when we go to the loo, I phones superglued to our hands ! Anything to be popular and get attention , we scream ( LIKE ME ) A million comments and likes back up the bullshit we portray , like performing seals in a fucking circus , and you call me a freak ! I suffer with mental illness , I don't smile too much , talk that often , do fb , and yes I am on my own a lot , I cut myself , pop pills , tear at my hair , burn and inflict cruelty on my body and mind , I cry , scream , hide in the dark corner of my room , in the foetal position , too far gone to ask for help , just someone to care , hold me , give a shit ! Ok so I am not miss perfect , I haven't any friends , but I am alive and trying so fucking hard to stay alive , while the majority of the world judges me ! I am scared all the time , of each new day , I have panic attacks , anxiety attacks , my life is ( will I survive another day ) no I do want sympathy , I just want you to know I am a human being just like you , and I have feelings and emotions , just take the time please , before you judge me as a freak , because I done fit in , don't speak , Live your media lives by all means , but don't believe for a second it's real ! Because when you find yourself wanting a hug, and you look around for one of those million friends , you will find they don't give a shit , never did , because you are now me , a freak a pig , how does it feel , ( REAL) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bopbop Posted November 26, 2017 Report Share Posted November 26, 2017 Hope you're ok dedus? I found this blog (www.mentalhealthdiary.com) has helped me (I'm diagnosed BPD). It's abit sparse but its a daily diary of someone with BPD, its weirdly comforting reading someone's up and downs that I can relate to. Anyway take care of yourself! Bop Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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