tiggers Posted September 9, 2019 Report Share Posted September 9, 2019 I've dealt with depression for several years and suffer from various other issues long story short a lot of these seem to fall into the categorize Of BPD. If it does turn out that this is BPD I'm scared where this leaves me am I destined to forever be this ball of untamed rage that could explode at any point is it possible for me to ever really trust anyone or am I forever going to be paranoid that they are out to attack me in one way or another will I always see any form of slight as an outright attack that requires me to respond in kind will I always be looking out for the trick in someone's smile or offer of friendship. I push people away and I isolate my self away . from the world. hoping that if I do this that no one will have the opportunity to leave which I don't want I want . to be loved I want to have the capacity to love someone and not shut myself away from them and. not to be second-guessing everything that is happening. so on Wednesday, I'm off to see my dr . to ask for help because the way things are now is not manageable if feel completely out of control and for a long my mental health has not left me in a good place so fingers. crossed that one way or another I can come up witha solution Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Saharah Blue Posted September 10, 2019 Report Share Posted September 10, 2019 hugs, I am familiar with those feelings very well. best of luck with the doc. let us know how it goes. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tiggers Posted September 10, 2019 Author Report Share Posted September 10, 2019 will do Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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