kayla1986 Posted September 2, 2020 Report Share Posted September 2, 2020 hello my name is kayla i am alomst 34 years old, i live at home with my mum and dad being in there 60's i was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder with mixed states it feels overwhelming somtimes i feel i can mind read people and i feel like the neighbours think im a psycho but im not, they dont know my diagnosis, i have had intense anger about i guy i new for 10 years and we moved house and moved 4 hours away relationship got difficult, i have so much anger i used alcohol to deal with the emotions and feel as if i need attention by people when im not getting it i hope everyone else out there with this challenging and difficult diagnosis out there is staying stonr, i have intense meltdowns and i can be scocially naieve and make the wrong friends i have to give myself a week to build myself up again its like a eruption of a volcanoe emotions and thoughts and ruminating over and over also my mum noticed i have a different accent when i talk and i try mimic and copy a culture so i can find my identity take 375mg venlafaxaline and 50mg seroquel helps with anger and mirtazipene, i have a aroma diffuser on at night with relaxing oils and binaural beats i just do non sociable activities i got very angry at a guy in public and said things i shouldnt have said i was so angry, does anyone know what helps with reducing faulty thinking and anger just a bit stuck, kindrest regards kayla horvath Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Durir Posted October 17, 2020 Report Share Posted October 17, 2020 Hi Kayla, Oh the anger problem. For me it is a little different. All of my anger is directed inwards. I just walk away from people with out telling them why. So have you found what triggers your anger? Is there any set situation that will set you off? I is so hard to be clear headed when the red mist comes down. I also feel for you when it comes to relationships. Ever one a total disaster. Trust is a big problem for me. So far no one has been able to find a way to deal with me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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