maddy harper Posted July 7, 2014 Author Report Share Posted July 7, 2014 cant cant cant handle this.... my anxiety is making it very difficult to live.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted July 9, 2014 Author Report Share Posted July 9, 2014 got someone from guide dogs coming out today and i'm really worried about why their coming Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted July 9, 2014 Author Report Share Posted July 9, 2014 they want to retire honey my heart is broken.... i new this day would come but i didn't think it would be this soon.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted July 10, 2014 Author Report Share Posted July 10, 2014 the vet has put honey on medication, shes to go back to the vet in 10 days the guide dogs are looking after her as i cant administer medication to my dog with no sight, so after the 10 days are up i will find out whats happening with regards to honey.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted July 11, 2014 Author Report Share Posted July 11, 2014 this not knowing whats gonna happen to honey is killing me... the house feels so empty with out her the guide dogs are looking after her till her eyes clear up then they will assess her to see if she can continue working with me for a little while longer.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted July 12, 2014 Author Report Share Posted July 12, 2014 my anxiety is really bad today its a shame as its lovely outside but it dont match my mood.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted July 28, 2014 Author Report Share Posted July 28, 2014 feeling pretty stressed tbh i've been head banging again cant coap with the stress atm Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
addy2 Posted July 28, 2014 Report Share Posted July 28, 2014 Hugs maddy I'm sorry thing a are so bad for you, I'm here anytime you need to talk xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted July 29, 2014 Report Share Posted July 29, 2014 Hi Maddy, how are you feeling today? I'm with you and Honey. Lots of hugs, seems that the past days have been quite rough. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted August 14, 2014 Author Report Share Posted August 14, 2014 back on my full dose of clonazepam again as my anxiety has been through the roof!!! then there is the morphine pills they've put me on for the pain in my spine... their just something else!!! i'm gah gah all the time... i thought it would have worn off a bit as i've been on it for just over a month now but it hasn't happy days Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted August 14, 2014 Report Share Posted August 14, 2014 Sending you hugs. :hug2: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted August 15, 2014 Author Report Share Posted August 15, 2014 woke up feeling really scared today my heart was racing and there was blood thundering through my head, not nice at all!!! i've had 2 clonazepam today all ready and the day has hardly started... so not a good day sofar Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tiffany01 Posted August 16, 2014 Report Share Posted August 16, 2014 I know how anxiety can ruin our life. I go through this for 5 years. It was really a horrible experience. I won’t forget those days. I get rid of this last months. Doctor told me that now Magnesium can be used as a cure of depression. Then I search on internet and got some information why it’s effective. Prozac is a serotonin reuptake inhibitor. A fancy way of saying, it stops the Breakdown of serotonin, the brain chemical that enhances mood. However, taking Prozac can actually give you levels of serotonin that are too high, which is not beneCicial. The good news is that serotonin depends on magnesium for its production and function. So, if you have enough magnesium, chances are you having enough serotonin. That’s why Magnesium works like Miracle on such diseases. Like Magnesium Miracle. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Distracted Posted August 19, 2014 Report Share Posted August 19, 2014 Hey Mandy, how are you feeling today? X Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted September 13, 2014 Author Report Share Posted September 13, 2014 really anxious as i have a psych docktor coming to see me on friday to assess me as all is not well inside Maddy's head right now... i feel so sad since honey retired in july, i still haven't got over losing her. that was the trigger for this episode i think... aint been right since she left... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted September 18, 2014 Author Report Share Posted September 18, 2014 feelli really anxious as i have a psych assessment tomoro at 11... Just hope they dont pull me in. Thats all i need is to be locked up. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted September 19, 2014 Author Report Share Posted September 19, 2014 today is assessment day and i am really scared in case they pull me in. Will keep u posted Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
walker Posted September 19, 2014 Report Share Posted September 19, 2014 thinking of you - hope pdoc can help you xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
addy2 Posted September 19, 2014 Report Share Posted September 19, 2014 How did you get on Maddy? Xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted September 22, 2014 Author Report Share Posted September 22, 2014 they never sent a shrink at all. They sent people from comunity mental health team. Them is meant to be calling me today as it goes. Lets see what happens dont trust them to call me. Think they will let me down again... sy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted September 23, 2014 Author Report Share Posted September 23, 2014 feeling really anxious and been pasing the floor all feckin day. Thought the restlessness would have went by now... Dont know how much more of this i can take... Feel like i am trying to run a race but i am losing... Hope this post makes sence as it dont to me now that i just read it back... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted September 23, 2014 Author Report Share Posted September 23, 2014 dont like the feelings i am experienceing due too the tablet increases that i have had n the last three weeks. I have had my abilify whacked up to 30 mg on the 7th of september and my clorpromazine is at 100 mg starting from today. My clonazepam was upped to 2 mg last friday. I have 2 n the morning and 2 at night. Thats to stop the ajitation i am getting off the increased abilify you see but its making things difficult. My ballence is off key. I just lose time every day and dont know what i have done with it. Now that the clorpromazine has been upped i will have to get use to that as well. What a guinea pig i have turned in to. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted September 24, 2014 Author Report Share Posted September 24, 2014 got a inspection on the 30th of this month. I will get in trubble for having the guinea pigs as it says no pets on the rent agreement. Its a new company thats taken over the running of these flats so maybe they wont evict me over them. the last company that had them new about the pigs but this one doesnt. So i am worried about that and it hasnt happened yet. I hate my self so much! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted September 28, 2014 Author Report Share Posted September 28, 2014 My nabour upstairs says the inspection bloke is really nice so hopefully me keeping the pigs wont be an issue. Maybe if i explain about me mental issues he will take pity on me and let me keep them. They havent caused any damage to the flat or anything. Fingers crossed that it all goes ok. thats whats keeping me up is worrying about that. If its not one thing to worry about its something else. whats wrong with me... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted September 29, 2014 Report Share Posted September 29, 2014 Fingers crossed for you, Maddy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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