maddy harper Posted May 18, 2014 Report Share Posted May 18, 2014 hi guys i thought i would shair the good news i havent perged my food for a year and 3 months!!! i can hardly believe it!!! i feel so prowd of my self for doing this i thought i would mark the event with a topic about it. i hope i can give other sufferers insporation to stop just like i have done. it was really difficult in the beginning fighting the urdges but i faught them and one out!!! so if i can do it, then so can you i did it all on my own cause i wasn't posting about it then as i didn't want to trigger off the urdges but i managed it in the end i'm still painfully thin but i'm eating a lot more than i was so anna isn't winning at the moment iether she's a right bitch so i am glad she isn't winning hope i have the strength to continue this good pattern i have gotten in to with food rather than hateing it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mousie Posted May 18, 2014 Report Share Posted May 18, 2014 i hope its ok to say i'm honouring you with warmth and recognition that you have stayed with the process and found that part of you that has kept you safe that all of you matters and thank you for inspiring me to be healthy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted May 18, 2014 Author Report Share Posted May 18, 2014 i'm on build up drinks from the doctor to help me put on waight. they not working so i have stopped them besides, each bottle has 4 grams of sugar in it, the drinks are laktos based so they really sweet. they taste ok but they still medicin at the end of the day so that part of my treetment aint going well. part of me likes being really thin but the sain part recognises that its not good to be as thin as i am. so i am trying to do something about it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Coal Posted May 18, 2014 Report Share Posted May 18, 2014 Well done! I would treat myself with something, maybe if there is a book that you wanted or something, then maybe this is the time to treat yourself. It good to have good news on here, and I am proud of you. I was going to ask you how you did it, but I don't want to trigger you off. It sounds like that you have come out the worse of it and now you can look forward to a future of it not being so much part of your life. Those drinks, I had them before, I hated them. But they do the trick so keep drinking them until you can get your body weight in the healthy range and maybe a bit more. You did it through hard work and determination so you should be really happy with yourself. Well done. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pepsimeg Posted May 18, 2014 Report Share Posted May 18, 2014 Well done maddy you are an inspiration and I hope that you continue to fight anna. U right shes a b but u are much stronger. Well done Emo xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted May 18, 2014 Author Report Share Posted May 18, 2014 i think i'm doing really well. i got my self a rosewood flute last year and havent put it down since i got it the wood is really dark and has a lovely ritch warm mello sound to it when played softly when played fast, the flute is really responsive in all octaves and the higher notes are slightly husky. its a joy to own and didn't cost the earth i treet it with bees wax polish to stop it cracking when assembled Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Coal Posted May 19, 2014 Report Share Posted May 19, 2014 Wow you play? I wish I could do something like that. Its something really expressive. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted May 19, 2014 Author Report Share Posted May 19, 2014 it wasn't that expensive tbh. its a joy to own. don't think my nabour likes it very much but who cares if it stops me thinking about anna then fuck them!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted May 19, 2014 Author Report Share Posted May 19, 2014 i still get urdges to perge now and then but i'm learning to fight them and keep my mind active that's so important stops you thinking about anna Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Coal Posted May 20, 2014 Report Share Posted May 20, 2014 keep strong Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted May 20, 2014 Author Report Share Posted May 20, 2014 i will try to stay strong and not let anna kill me that's all i can do. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kara. Posted May 20, 2014 Report Share Posted May 20, 2014 Congratulations maddy harper. That is great. Keep it going. Do not give up. I hope others also believe that it is possible. Thanks for sharing. Hugs. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted May 21, 2014 Author Report Share Posted May 21, 2014 i think i'm doing well with fighting the urdges to perdge i cant believe its been a year and 3 months since i was last sick. the time's gone really fast... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
basimelhabashy Posted January 29, 2015 Report Share Posted January 29, 2015 its so hard to always maintain the pressure of an image...honestly its about making good choices and eating healthy, voli has been a great source for promoting that Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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