deadbysunset Posted July 4, 2018 Report Share Posted July 4, 2018 I have had schizophrenia since early childhood but always felt different. The thoughts that I had back then and now were not of hurting myself but hurting others; constant thoughts run through my mind of committing the most heinous crimes against others, all kinds of scenarios play out day to day and these include murdering others but not just murdering them, making them suffer. These things constantly run through my head; my psychiatrist is frightened of me, I can't talk or be in the same room as people. I'm under the care of doctors and therapists who suggested I talk about this since I can't be around people. Maybe this will help, they certainly hope so but I don't feel anything for people so I don't know, I know they fear what may happen if I finally give in to these thoughts... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Recommended Posts
Archived
This topic is now archived and is closed to further replies.