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hello all! hope you are all well or as close to as can be . ive been around but quiet lately. tuesday i was hospitalized for pelvic problems due to pregnancy and i got out on my request thursday. i dont like being in the hospital and all i was doing was laying around and taking pain killers so i figured i could do that at home. i was put on crutches and told to get a girdle. they refered me to phsiotheropy but i cant get an appointment till mid june and im due end of july. im struggling to find a balance between resting too much or overdoing it. its really frustrating! i tend to think oh this hurts but it rediculous that i cant wash the bloody dishes in one go so i keep going then i end up not being barely able to walk for the evening. balance is not a quality i excell at! guess its time to learn. i hate the bloody crutches and dont want to use them but evertime i dont i make myself worse . uuggh frustation! good news is weve gotten the cot and a bunch of baby stuff from friends. getting really excited about the baby and at the same time really nervous that im not prepared but marc as always is reassuring and helping me. also ive had assesments with a physchiatrist and a theropist and getting started with them. mentally my memory and concentration is like a golfish and the phsychiatrist explained to me the other stuff im experiencing is called depersonalization but we will get into what to do about it in further appointments. well thats me in a nutshell. and a special thanks to my marc for putting up with my many complaints and whining, helping me to get around, nursing my health and all the above and beyond you do each day :wub: :wub: and hugs to all the rest of you for being so supportive of us both xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx :wub:

Hi Elke I think of it more as a like button or dislike button, other wise i too would get really para etc. xxx