abbynormal Posted July 1, 2006 Report Share Posted July 1, 2006 HiI am feeling very isolated. I am dealing with something that is terrible but am afraid to talk about it. I need someone to care. Is there someone out there? PLEASE!Abby Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pip Posted July 1, 2006 Report Share Posted July 1, 2006 Hi AbbyHave spent the day thinking of youPipx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
abbynormal Posted July 1, 2006 Author Report Share Posted July 1, 2006 Pip,I kind of felt abandoned by your response but thats ok. DONT SAY SORRY! I just feel left out here now too and have no where to go. It was horrible. I need help Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pip Posted July 1, 2006 Report Share Posted July 1, 2006 I was not sure what to say.I didn't want you to feel worseI want to be here for youI wasnt sure what I had saidDo you need medical help?Have you told hubby? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
abbynormal Posted July 1, 2006 Author Report Share Posted July 1, 2006 Can't tell hubby. Won't either. Thinking about going to get tested later this week for AIDS and stuff. Emailed therapist but either he didn't get it or decided not to respond. Very sore. My alters took me to this place and I tried to get away. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pip Posted July 1, 2006 Report Share Posted July 1, 2006 Do you know who did it?I didn't even think about HIVbut get all tests to ease your mind.Where were you?Did you go out alone?Do you remember it?Could you tell the police? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
abbynormal Posted July 1, 2006 Author Report Share Posted July 1, 2006 That is the clincher... tell the police... and then have some lawyer say well...did one of your alters want to do this? How would that even go? There is no choice here and Yes I know who it was. A man that I told to go away many years ago. He contacted me recently and one of my alters must have decided to talk to him but I know they all disliked him. Maybe my t is tired of my dramatics. I can't help it. I got cut up my them last week again.... i am so pathetic. there is nothing i can do. I just need a friend Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pip Posted July 1, 2006 Report Share Posted July 1, 2006 Abby SweetheartThis man needs to be punished.ok - no police - I understanddo you remember what happened?I will always be your friend Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
abbynormal Posted July 1, 2006 Author Report Share Posted July 1, 2006 Yes I do. And I hurt still. Bleeding some. Crying lots. Thanks Pip. You are the only friend I have. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
orangesoup Posted July 1, 2006 Report Share Posted July 1, 2006 ((((((((((Abby))))))))))I'm sorry that something has happened to you hun. Maybe it is worth just speaking to the police about it to see what they would advise? You don't have to go through with anything you don't want to. Could you call a SAFE centre or something just to speak to someone about it? Or victim support.i'm sorry I don't know what else to say.... Take care x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pip Posted July 1, 2006 Report Share Posted July 1, 2006 AbbyI dont know if this will make senseso please excuse me if I am stupidCan't you tell your alters to look after you alland not to do stuff that will put you in danger?Sorry if that is a daft quedtionI would think you all want to be safe and not hurt? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
abbynormal Posted July 1, 2006 Author Report Share Posted July 1, 2006 thanks for just replying jopoPip that is the goal right now for me in t. I guess I will ge there, but this is different. I will get over it and survive though, I am sure. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pip Posted July 1, 2006 Report Share Posted July 1, 2006 I dont mean this to sound meanbut you should call a crisis team and talkyou must tell your therapist.You can't be going about not safe.Would you admit yourself to hospital til you are in control again? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
abbynormal Posted July 1, 2006 Author Report Share Posted July 1, 2006 Pip I did tell my t haven't heard from him...did via email. he might be out cuz a big weekend here...4th of july and alll.. I could call a crisis team when my hubby wasnt around.... good idea. I will do that. thanks for that idea. NO HOSPITAL. My alters would kill me literally Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pip Posted July 1, 2006 Report Share Posted July 1, 2006 OK - no hospitalbut you need to be safe.Can you make sure you are not alone?Then if an alter kicks in - it is okJust a thought Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
abbynormal Posted July 1, 2006 Author Report Share Posted July 1, 2006 yeaH, hubby not far. we are on our boat. he is fishing and i am here. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pip Posted July 1, 2006 Report Share Posted July 1, 2006 good.so you are safe just now?Stay with him all day tomorrow Is Monday a holiday?Stay glued to someone til you get your therapistYou have to be on top of these alters Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
abbynormal Posted July 1, 2006 Author Report Share Posted July 1, 2006 oh pip..... ask god to send his angels to get me. i have had enough Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pip Posted July 1, 2006 Report Share Posted July 1, 2006 No wayYou are with hubbyYou are safeHe loves youAbby I had taken my sleeping pills before i saw your postso if I go quite it means I fell asleep and am not ignoring youok? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
abbynormal Posted July 1, 2006 Author Report Share Posted July 1, 2006 sweet dream my friend across the sea Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pip Posted July 1, 2006 Report Share Posted July 1, 2006 Abby I am not abandonding youI am leaving you in the safe arms of your hubbyII amyour friendbut drugs have kicked in bigg stylecant keep eyes openspeak tomorrowHang onto hubbyPipsx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
abbynormal Posted July 2, 2006 Author Report Share Posted July 2, 2006 hi abby here in one form or anotherI don't know what to think. i thought i had made some friends here but only pip stayed with me. i guess it must be me. anyway fellow crazy people i was raped yesterday and in desparate need of suport. going to bed as i am in vt. hope to see you all in the am..ABBBYYY Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jai Posted July 2, 2006 Report Share Posted July 2, 2006 :bigarmhug[1]: AbbyYou do have friends here, you have me hon always xxxxxRaped , Abby you need to see a doc, i've read the thread but you should get checked over and soon. I am so sorry this has happened and if i read it right one of your alters was around at the time?I wish i were there, i d come and hug you and take you to the docs myself, but i am here and listening, sorry for not being around last night, i had to med out myself again, stress had got to me so badly i felt like driving my head through the wall..I am here now and really care about you. You are special and deserve all our love.Please tell us how you are today and what we can do to help...Here and listeningLove Jayneyx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pip Posted July 2, 2006 Report Share Posted July 2, 2006 AbbyYou will still be sleepingI just woke upSorry I fell asleep on you last nightI was fighting to keep my eyes open -but didn't want to leave youHow are you feeling today?Remember to stick by hubby and not be aloneWe are here for youI am here for youI just wish we didn't have the time difference.Take care today and keep in touchPipsx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
abbynormal Posted July 2, 2006 Author Report Share Posted July 2, 2006 feel better this morning. dont hurt so much. i took sleeping pills. i called a hot line like you said and am going to go get checked out as long as I can do it without saying my name. they said i could. just have to get away from hubby for a while with a goood excuse. shopping and such. thanks pip and thanks jai.Abby Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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