messygirl Posted April 18, 2008 Report Share Posted April 18, 2008 I feel like the most insignificant person on the planet, like scum of the earth, I cant even bear to be conscious without vodka rotting my liver. I feel for you all so much xxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
stormlover2007 Posted April 18, 2008 Report Share Posted April 18, 2008 I was told as a child that i was ugly, that when people looked at me they thought, my god she is so ugly. Was told no-one would ever want me, i was useless pathetic, stupid, hideous. I would never achieve anything, or be anything, just a waste of space and should have been aborted.My mum didn't want me, my dad didn't want me.I felt alone, afraid, sad and never felt i belonged.Even surrounded by people, i felt and feel alone! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mariposa Posted April 20, 2008 Report Share Posted April 20, 2008 *hugs to everyone posting in this thread* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HawksSpirit Posted April 21, 2008 Report Share Posted April 21, 2008 In my case it started when I was born. My mother always told me that my dad raped her, then when I was born a girl and my father wanted a boy, he left!As a very young teenager, my stepfather wanted to take porno pictures of me. When I told my mother she said I was lying and I was told to leave their house! So they kicked me out when I was 13. I wonder if she would have kicked me out if I told her what happened when I much younger.....I never fit in anywhere, as a child or as a teenager. I had to build a world around myself to protect myself. My husband always says that I will never let someone love me because I do not allow people to get pass the cage I have built around myself. Growing up everything in my life revolved around people telling me, if you love me you will do this or that. I feel that my list and many others who have responded can go on and on......I have read all of the entries in this topic and can relate to so many of them. As ironic as it may sound, I was lead to this forum for a reason. When we deal with so many things in our lives, and feel like we are all alone, and then we find others who can understand where you are coming from, it eases that pain in a small way. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
icu_baby Posted April 25, 2008 Report Share Posted April 25, 2008 Wow Hawkspirit, you are trully an amazing person.Hugs to all. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
HawksSpirit Posted April 30, 2008 Report Share Posted April 30, 2008 Wow Hawkspirit, you are trully an amazing person.Hugs to all.Thank you for saying that, but actually you and everybody else that has came here is amazing. I look at this as taking one tiny step at a time to better understanding who we are.Hugs.HawksSpirit Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SoppyCow96 Posted March 4, 2013 Report Share Posted March 4, 2013 i only just started reading this and its made me feel quite upset Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BeaBee Posted March 4, 2013 Report Share Posted March 4, 2013 SC. I feel a bit odd, I don't usually swear, as a child I was told that swearing was a sign of low intelligence and limited vocabulary. I think that is very fucking narrow minded. So many nasty people hurting their children. We are all here because of some fucking bully or many fucking bullies. Why can't it stop? Why can't we stop abusing each other? B. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SoppyCow96 Posted March 4, 2013 Report Share Posted March 4, 2013 BB ray (my dad) used to say the same thing about swearing to me. But dont people say it shouldnt matter what other people think what matters is what you think? i told ray i think swearing is okay so therefore i can swear.. so fuck you bullies for hurting us all when we dont deserve it x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BeaBee Posted March 4, 2013 Report Share Posted March 4, 2013 FUCK YOU BULLIES MY VOCABULARY IS HUGE, i JUST LIKE TO SWEAR BECAUSE IT MAKES ME FEEL BIG AND CLEVER! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SoppyCow96 Posted March 4, 2013 Report Share Posted March 4, 2013 Haha rightly said xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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