Ocean Wolf Posted December 19, 2009 Report Share Posted December 19, 2009 I feel like shit, but I'm too afraid to ask for support. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Villan Posted December 19, 2009 Report Share Posted December 19, 2009 (edited) dead proud cos i took bus to town and mooched round the shops in portsmouth for a good 2 hours, no impulse buyin (although i did get close) and also went in the pompey shop wearin villa scarf and got glared at - lmao! edited at 18.22 even happier cos pompey done liverpool and man u lost - o and not forgetting my team villa won... yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Edited December 19, 2009 by chitma Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
roxy222 Posted December 19, 2009 Report Share Posted December 19, 2009 dirty disgusting diseased not human Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Data Posted December 20, 2009 Report Share Posted December 20, 2009 Feeling agitated. Worried that I am becoming dependent on alcohol again. The days start with a hangover, then the tension starts in the afternoon, then the nights are a blur. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
starryeyesee Posted December 20, 2009 Report Share Posted December 20, 2009 nervous about travelling to england for 9 days, leave tommorrow Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Villan Posted December 20, 2009 Report Share Posted December 20, 2009 mood crashed last night - pickin up the pieces today... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Data Posted December 21, 2009 Report Share Posted December 21, 2009 Hung over again. Worried about my drinking but more worried about lying in bed awake and sober on a night. I've lost faith in "help" or "getting better". It all seem a load of bollocks. I have to go on a walk with the in-laws today. I'm scared I am going to lose my temper with her sister. She really pisses me off. Total honesty is something that family could not stand. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Villan Posted December 21, 2009 Report Share Posted December 21, 2009 kinda happy.... jus found out work are shuttin between xmas and ny so i get 2 free holidays! also means i finish at lunchtime tomorrow and dont go back until jan 4th! Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
redhed26 Posted December 21, 2009 Report Share Posted December 21, 2009 was doing really well until the other night, got drunk and cut myself lots. :-( dunno why i do it to myself, feeling bad about it now. hope everyone is ok xxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
roxy222 Posted December 23, 2009 Report Share Posted December 23, 2009 sucky hate this time of yr and am v v scared Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
redhed26 Posted December 23, 2009 Report Share Posted December 23, 2009 (edited) had that feeling of "id be better off dead" hope my deppression is not visiting for christmas :-( Edited December 23, 2009 by redhed26 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
roxy222 Posted December 24, 2009 Report Share Posted December 24, 2009 the back hurts the head hurts the tummy hurts and i feel sick i alittle unsure, unsafe feeling i cudl the kitten Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Data Posted December 24, 2009 Report Share Posted December 24, 2009 Angry... family arguments. In-laws are trying to schedule us again. I will not do everything to their schedule and I will not march to their tune. Wife is in tears. Had a letter about my son today saying he is very behind with his language skills and she is really upset and talking about home education. My son is teasing my daughter and my daughter is hitting them. Crying, shouting. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
redhed26 Posted December 24, 2009 Report Share Posted December 24, 2009 oh think depression is looming, got through it before and i'll get through it again, just wish it didnt creep up like that! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Corpsewithpulse Posted December 24, 2009 Report Share Posted December 24, 2009 Given up long ago. Efforts of friends and family are very well meaning but unfortunately redundant. Know I sound like a teenager but I haven't been one for 7 years. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
wordsmithy Posted December 28, 2009 Report Share Posted December 28, 2009 I'm just tired and down. I need something to cheer me up, but I also feel a bit angry and defensive. So I don't really wanna talk to anyone, but I wanna be with people, but I don't. I dunno. I could go back to bed but I don't feel sleepy. Its bank holiday Monday and theres nothing to do, don't wanna get changed, don't wanna drink, I will do tommorow, I'm sorta saving myself for it. Even if I wanted to call the day hospital now I couldn't 'cause no ones in, and I don't see my psychiatrist until tomorrow. I got things to feel down about. I wish I was someone else for the next 14 hours. Someone, with a nice clear, laidback, happy mind. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Forbidden75 Posted December 29, 2009 Report Share Posted December 29, 2009 Low, unsure and frightened, I just want to sleep and wake up and everything to be better! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ocean Wolf Posted December 29, 2009 Report Share Posted December 29, 2009 I'm confused, miserable, and guilty Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrippleAndStarfish Posted December 30, 2009 Report Share Posted December 30, 2009 it's another day of duvet-diving for me. Once i've gone to the house and collected all mine and logan's things, and brought them back here to my mams, that is. Feel so very fucking low. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Data Posted December 31, 2009 Report Share Posted December 31, 2009 shit shit shit I feel so alone. I have a world of family shit to deal with. My wife does not understand me (cliche I know). I seem to be drinking more and more and I don't know how to stop. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
DipinSood Posted December 31, 2009 Report Share Posted December 31, 2009 I'm confused, miserable, and guilty Hi, Ocea, why so ? Plz. if you can tell me. I may be helpful. Celebrate New Year nicely. Believe in God. Year 2010 will be very good for you. Best of luck (Dipin) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Data Posted January 3, 2010 Report Share Posted January 3, 2010 Very mixed. Had no alcohol last night, went to bed 2am and woke up 10am. So slept well in fact. So thats good then . Got involved in several very difficult situations on the internet yesterday, conflict, people getting upset, rules being broken, and friends lost. I should take a step back from this place, and the people from it......... I can't wait for my digital camera to be delivered. When my wife comes home from work after a 12 hour shift she will be in a bad mood. I need to avoid alcohol tonight, and it might be hard! This afternoon could be quite lonely, in the house by myself. I find that difficult. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
syd Posted January 3, 2010 Report Share Posted January 3, 2010 not happy this morning got bad feeling bout today and the coming few days ,, just waiting for the next shit storm in my life Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
walker Posted January 3, 2010 Report Share Posted January 3, 2010 hunted Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Barebones Posted January 3, 2010 Report Share Posted January 3, 2010 im whatever Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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