Saharah Blue Posted April 13, 2010 Report Share Posted April 13, 2010 Recharged ^_^ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hummm_mabbe Posted April 13, 2010 Report Share Posted April 13, 2010 A bit groggy Mornings are poop mostly, yesterday was good, today back to groggy meh Will prolly drop off to sleep again later lol Is it sunny? **peeks outside** A little bit Thats pretty good I guess **medium smile** Ross Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
wordsmithy Posted April 13, 2010 Report Share Posted April 13, 2010 God, life is horrible. Or I'm horrible, or both at the same time. Whatever. I was supposed to go to art group today, but one of the therapists at the clinic called to say the art therapist was ill. That hurt. I wasnt overreacting. She was on a break last week, and I had a crappy time last week without her. But now shes not here this week, I just feel like I have no one in RL who can really listen and understand me. Without that, for me, life becomes so much harder. I sat on a bench in the hospital grounds (when I have my therapy), but it wasnt enough... I knew that, but I also knew that it was better than nothing. "I've got no reason to live, but I'm sh*t scared to die" should be written on my forehead. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
walker Posted April 13, 2010 Report Share Posted April 13, 2010 well your def not horrible ((((wordy)))) sorry things weren't so good today after yesterdays crazy manic whirling - today been calm, almost empty Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Brokenbutterfly Posted April 13, 2010 Report Share Posted April 13, 2010 Hmmmm just auto pilot ... Numb, empty.. And soooooooo tired Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
wordsmithy Posted April 13, 2010 Report Share Posted April 13, 2010 My mouth tastes like sugar. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Brokenbutterfly Posted April 14, 2010 Report Share Posted April 14, 2010 just about failed but really tried to wake up .. in a fog of impending doom almost.. constant butterflys in my tummy.. head ache.. want to SH. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
canadianbumble Posted April 14, 2010 Report Share Posted April 14, 2010 Scared about everything don't know what to do about myself. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Brokenbutterfly Posted April 15, 2010 Report Share Posted April 15, 2010 all alone and broken completely shattered, ready to leave this hurting behind. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
walker Posted April 16, 2010 Report Share Posted April 16, 2010 old wasted alone lost worthless hopeless Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
adeleredfern Posted April 16, 2010 Report Share Posted April 16, 2010 anxious, fearful, mood swings but mostly down, i was due a smear test then an hour before i cancelled it because i couldn't face it and thought oh well, i don't care if i have cancer, i'll just die quicker and thats no great loss is it? Wanted to self harm - imagined it in my head, got scared about it so went back to bed instead - only up and about for a few hours. Too vulnerable and like i had no skin - does anyone else know that feeling? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dice Posted April 16, 2010 Report Share Posted April 16, 2010 Flying high my friend ... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
roxy222 Posted April 17, 2010 Report Share Posted April 17, 2010 not so gd, tired, not so safe, guess para abit. arm hurts real bad all of a sudden Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
starryeyesee Posted April 17, 2010 Report Share Posted April 17, 2010 lonely, sad, lost Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
roxy222 Posted April 17, 2010 Report Share Posted April 17, 2010 calmer, settled, proud Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
starryeyesee Posted April 18, 2010 Report Share Posted April 18, 2010 still sad despite new anti depressants.maybe they haven't kicked in yet. i hate sundays Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
skp67 Posted April 18, 2010 Report Share Posted April 18, 2010 Trying very hard to appear "normal", whilst plans are being made! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dice Posted April 19, 2010 Report Share Posted April 19, 2010 (edited) I feel like I've got the after effects from an OD with STILL a cold cough and bad chest, I feel really really shit and feel like I wanna cry, scared and alone... And I really want my sister home from work, so some one here is with me... Now I'm crying that's good :/... Fuck knows how i'll cope when she is away for a week soon O_o... Plus trying everything with in my power to make her stay and not go on holiday but it's not working so far... Edited April 19, 2010 by Dice Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Brokenbutterfly Posted April 19, 2010 Report Share Posted April 19, 2010 today i truley feel ok ... slightly triggered, but i can manage that compared to rest of the last few weeks. I got out of brd.. got my keys to my new safe home all for me!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
skp67 Posted April 19, 2010 Report Share Posted April 19, 2010 Feel really pissed off that a couple called me an ambulance Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
suzieq Posted April 20, 2010 Report Share Posted April 20, 2010 Numb, Listless, Sleepy, can't think straight. Generally in limbo. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dice Posted April 21, 2010 Report Share Posted April 21, 2010 (edited) Flyinggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghigh ... Edited April 21, 2010 by Dice Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
barry28 Posted April 21, 2010 Report Share Posted April 21, 2010 Anxious, sad, quite empty. Missing someone quite a lot which only adds to it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Brokenbutterfly Posted April 21, 2010 Report Share Posted April 21, 2010 Today I want to not be hampered by poor planning. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
patchwork-me Posted April 21, 2010 Report Share Posted April 21, 2010 Today I feel a lot more positive than I did yesterday and haven't been reduced to SH-ing which i was very worried about after yesterdays slip up. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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