quiteemma Posted May 6, 2010 Report Share Posted May 6, 2010 maybe i should be dial 999! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
m0pdq Posted May 6, 2010 Report Share Posted May 6, 2010 feel like crap want to die i so wish these feelings of guilt and shame would go away ! Chris Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dice Posted May 7, 2010 Report Share Posted May 7, 2010 (edited) Empty, Angry, Upset, Scared, Can't stop crying... I need to go and pick my meds up but I just can't face going outside, Because I'm crying all the time... I miss her already and can't wait for her to come back home ... Plus been sick from crying so much ... Edited May 7, 2010 by Dice Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Brokenbutterfly Posted May 7, 2010 Report Share Posted May 7, 2010 I feel happy but sad all in one. Hated and loved all in one. Able and unable all in one. Patient and impatient all in one. Protected and unprotected all in one. Safe and unsafe all in one. I have one goal and that's achievable and that's to beat this !!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
canadianbumble Posted May 7, 2010 Report Share Posted May 7, 2010 feel like it's all coming to a head. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carol mccann Posted May 7, 2010 Report Share Posted May 7, 2010 hello i just thought this might be a good idea. when i was in group therapy we all started off by checking in. sometimes on here, i dont wanna post a topic, just wanna state how im feeling today, now i know you can do that on your profile, but we dont have time to sit looking through everybody's profile to see what their status says. i thought maybe we could post on here just a sort of check in, how we are feeling today, or anyday, doesnt have top be everyday if you dont want. but somewhere you can just come and say what eva!!! i'll go first. today i feel, ok, frustrated at my lack of motivation, but ok, how is everyone else?? detroitguy 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
piuma Posted May 8, 2010 Author Report Share Posted May 8, 2010 hmmmmm :wacko: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
donnam Posted May 8, 2010 Report Share Posted May 8, 2010 suicidal,and sorry for my self and like no one gives a damn, not here not any where, when ask for help dont get many replies, yet i try and help others why the f do i bother? sorry Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pink stars Posted May 8, 2010 Report Share Posted May 8, 2010 Not feeling too bad today Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
canadianbumble Posted May 8, 2010 Report Share Posted May 8, 2010 not myself Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
barry28 Posted May 9, 2010 Report Share Posted May 9, 2010 Empty and confused. Slightly overwhelmed by memories Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bibiddi Posted May 9, 2010 Report Share Posted May 9, 2010 Surprised at my harsh thoughts towards someone.I want to be tolerant and accepting - but I'm not. eek. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dice Posted May 9, 2010 Report Share Posted May 9, 2010 Still alive but me arms hurt a little bit today :\ ... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Girl_Interrupted(1988) Posted May 10, 2010 Report Share Posted May 10, 2010 Feelin' like crap today. A Cocktail of feeling sad, on edge, lost and distant Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xkayleighx Posted May 10, 2010 Report Share Posted May 10, 2010 completely knackered, really dont wanna do fuck all tommorrow... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
suzieq Posted May 10, 2010 Report Share Posted May 10, 2010 Lost, lonely, empty, numb. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
barry28 Posted May 10, 2010 Report Share Posted May 10, 2010 Feeling awful, both emotionally and physically. Was ill for about 2 hours last night. Don't really feel like talking, but that's nothing new. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hummm_mabbe Posted May 10, 2010 Report Share Posted May 10, 2010 Sort of slightly irritable GWARRR **mumble** **huff** Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddogboy Posted May 10, 2010 Report Share Posted May 10, 2010 a bit odd (nothing suprising!!) angry and shouty, but butterflies in my tummy and sad, but tired if you catch my drift Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Forbidden75 Posted May 10, 2010 Report Share Posted May 10, 2010 Strange, lost, unsure, wanting to be able to talk, but nothing is coming out?! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
barry28 Posted May 11, 2010 Report Share Posted May 11, 2010 Unsure, lost and not knowing where i fit in. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
clare9502 Posted May 12, 2010 Report Share Posted May 12, 2010 irritable,short tempered,need to be alone!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
wordsmithy Posted May 12, 2010 Report Share Posted May 12, 2010 Angry, tired, and upset Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
barry28 Posted May 12, 2010 Report Share Posted May 12, 2010 Anxious and struggling to cope with trivial memories and things that i can't control. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
toothlesscrone Posted May 12, 2010 Report Share Posted May 12, 2010 I kiss each eye lid in turn, and your sweet little cheeks. I stare into your eyes. They are beautiful with the colours dancing like poppies on a summers day, full of childhood innocence. I reach inside my own feelings and there is only hatred. Hatred for myself. Im in full bloom but dead inside. A shrivelled flower already in the twilight years of my life. Just one more touch and the petals will slowly fall to the hard cold unrepenting ground. Each comment cuts like a knife and I have to leave. Leave because the tears will fall and I will show my weakness. Hot tears sting my eyes and roll, one following the other down my face. I have an imaginary knife. I carve a deep line along the inside of my wrist and stab myself multiple times in my chest. I howl inwardly like a wounded animal. Even then, in my pity I know reflecting on myself is selfish. I have no scars. Look at me. My soul is not my own. Like an over ripe pear being squeezed with the juice skin and pulp becoming one, becoming less, becoming one blur, one integrated mess, nothing as it was or was supposed to be. My name is Jan. This is the secret I live with. One day my secret will win. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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