Myla Posted August 5, 2011 Report Share Posted August 5, 2011 like I'm balancing on a pivot Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
manja. Posted August 5, 2011 Report Share Posted August 5, 2011 dunno. had a nice evening out but there's this hurt inside that came from nowhere, so gonna drug induce sleep soon because i don't like it. i also wish i was better at identifying where these feelings from. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Saharah Blue Posted August 6, 2011 Report Share Posted August 6, 2011 (edited) sleepy, I keep wanting to crawl back in bed. I think I only actually got out of bed because I wasn't liking my dream. Edited August 6, 2011 by Saharah Blue Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
manja. Posted August 6, 2011 Report Share Posted August 6, 2011 defeated. not felt properly defeated in a while. not gotten out of bed all day. need some motivation badly. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carlylight1 Posted August 6, 2011 Report Share Posted August 6, 2011 finally a little better and brighter, have found some space Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lonelyheartemma Posted August 6, 2011 Report Share Posted August 6, 2011 A bit sad and lonely. I did my hair and make up and i enjoyed doing it but now i have nowhere to go can't really go clubbing on my own SteemsSophoge 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
manja. Posted August 6, 2011 Report Share Posted August 6, 2011 A bit sad and lonely. I did my hair and make up and i enjoyed doing it but now i have nowhere to go can't really go clubbing on my own i wish so much i lived near you. i would love to get dolled up and go clubbing tonight x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lonelyheartemma Posted August 6, 2011 Report Share Posted August 6, 2011 A bit sad and lonely. I did my hair and make up and i enjoyed doing it but now i have nowhere to go can't really go clubbing on my own i wish so much i lived near you. i would love to get dolled up and go clubbing tonight x aww me too manja, we would have the best time, hopefully it would distract you xxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
manja. Posted August 6, 2011 Report Share Posted August 6, 2011 i can barely even get out of bed never mind going clubbing, but if it was you i know i could do it, lol x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Saharah Blue Posted August 11, 2011 Report Share Posted August 11, 2011 :stun: :( Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
manja. Posted August 11, 2011 Report Share Posted August 11, 2011 emotional and tired. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrippleAndStarfish Posted August 11, 2011 Report Share Posted August 11, 2011 A bit all-over-the-place, to be honest. Slept until 4:30pm so my day was pretty-much gone, then had washing up to do and i still can't find my gloves, so my hands are really sore despite slathering on loads of hand cream (my skin gets aggravated by washing up liquid, doesn't matter what type, have tried so many diff ones). Had to phone Child Benefit Claimline again as still haven't received the form even though it was over 2 weeks ago, so they're sending another out, which means that everything else is going on hold yet again - housing benefit, council tax benefit etc. It's so crap. Had a phonecall from the landlord yesterday, at least he was nice. Explained to him that I was still waiting for CB form, but that i would let him know soon as i'd received it, and would keep him updated on all progress, and he said he was really grateful, and even said that i was doing well and he was impressed that i was so on top of things, as he's aware that I have MH issues and that I struggle with paperwork, phonecalls etc. It was nice to be complemented by him, it felt good. Have to find pirate costume for Logan for a party on Sunday, I've already got mine (I don't think i'll ever grow out of my love for fancy dress! lol), but L has grown out of his so need a new one, and am a bit panicked about that as it's all very last-minute. Also, the party is that of the friend i had a big falling out with on Monday, but we've spoken since and agreed that it's only fair for me and L to still go, as both her daughter and L are really excited about it, so we've agreed to just let bygones be bygones for that day. This is turning into an essay!! So i'll end it here. I'm pretty-much ready for bed, as am just so exhausted and achey, but know i won't sleep just yet. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
manja. Posted August 11, 2011 Report Share Posted August 11, 2011 your landlord sounds so nice crip :) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
abstract312 Posted August 11, 2011 Report Share Posted August 11, 2011 (edited) [The world wide web is a marvellous technology.] Which has a very good google search They´re paying you for that too? Edited August 11, 2011 by absolute423 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrippleAndStarfish Posted August 11, 2011 Report Share Posted August 11, 2011 hehe, and I thought my rambling on and on about one thing was bad enough.... Corpsewithpulse 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Corpsewithpulse Posted August 11, 2011 Report Share Posted August 11, 2011 (edited) [The world wide web is a marvellous technology.] Which has a very good google search They´re paying you for that too? Mock them now. But one day, the bots will pwn everything!!! Edited August 11, 2011 by Corpsewithpulse Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
manja. Posted August 11, 2011 Report Share Posted August 11, 2011 hehe, and I thought my rambling on and on about one thing was bad enough.... hehe you made me laugh... second time tonight :) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrippleAndStarfish Posted August 11, 2011 Report Share Posted August 11, 2011 wooooooooo! and yuss hun, my landlord does seem pretty cool. I'm a bit impressed. he's quite a bit older, and so was nervous explaining to him that i'm on disability benefits *cue his lookng for phsyical somethings* then explaining it was mental health related, but he responded really well to that too. No pity, no disgust, just kind of a sympathetic "ahh, i understand" and then on we go. Makes such a difference. xx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
catsmother21 Posted August 12, 2011 Report Share Posted August 12, 2011 Nervous about my ME specialist appt today - have no idea what is going to happen but hubby is coming with me Shit I SO don't want it to be ME I can feel that today isn't going to be a good one :( Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Honeyflower Posted August 12, 2011 Report Share Posted August 12, 2011 (((cats))) Good Luck again hun,sending good vibes your way hun.xx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Honeyflower Posted August 12, 2011 Report Share Posted August 12, 2011 (edited) Today I feel tired I think it is the fact that I am still lying in bed,Must get up and do some housework soon usually makes me feel better,Need to get a shower too,Having an ariel fitted in my bedroom too today we did have sky TV but decided to have in kids rooms instead. Edited August 12, 2011 by Honeyflower Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
manja. Posted August 12, 2011 Report Share Posted August 12, 2011 nervous Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dove22 Posted August 12, 2011 Report Share Posted August 12, 2011 you all win.. I give in Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrippleAndStarfish Posted August 12, 2011 Report Share Posted August 12, 2011 Soooo tired. I need to get up and do some housework really, but I just don't have the energy. Also need to go to the shop as I have no tobacco left..... A toss up between housework or nip to shop for smokes... I reckon the housework can wait 'til tomorrow! Supposed to be going over to mum's too, and that's just not happening. I know if I do go over now, i'll end up arguing, cause i'm in a fking stinking mood. Argh, and here come the tears again. Typical. Also am avoiding answering the door or any texts, as the friend I fell out with the other day is now asking yet more favours of me, and i just can't do them, and i don't want to either. fuck it. xxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
manja. Posted August 12, 2011 Report Share Posted August 12, 2011 you all win.. I give in don't know what we all win means, but you can't give in. are you ok? x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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