catsmother21 Posted September 14, 2011 Report Share Posted September 14, 2011 Slept quite a lot yesterday and last night - so feel raring to go this morning!! :D Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
marc-74 Posted September 14, 2011 Report Share Posted September 14, 2011 I a good mood, having a laugh with marley, but feeling a bit rough, feels like I've got a cold down one side of my body,My left nostril is blocked, left side of my throat is sore. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jades Posted September 14, 2011 Report Share Posted September 14, 2011 i did feel ok but then i get a stern talking to for shouting back at the nightstaff and their nasty kissing their teeth and buligerance! i fcken hate thos 2 bitches i was up all night cause of fear and humiliation and they couldnt give a flying fck and the one staff member i trusted is pissed off at me! all i did was repeat to them what my worker said that i could sleep in and i got the two night shift in resonse to me confronting them and letting them know i didnt appreciate their attitude im being theatened with being kicked out on the streets! fckn fabulous i knew i should never trust anyone ever again! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
avidfan Posted September 14, 2011 Report Share Posted September 14, 2011 Scared. As I have been for 7 days now. :( Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jades Posted September 14, 2011 Report Share Posted September 14, 2011 constipated mentally and erm tmi hehe :ashamed0005: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Truelove89 Posted September 14, 2011 Report Share Posted September 14, 2011 I don't know what I feel today. Right now its anxiety and worry. Earlier it was horniness lol. In the middle of all that it was a feeling of nothing. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
drybones Posted September 14, 2011 Report Share Posted September 14, 2011 pretty good Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Saharah Blue Posted September 15, 2011 Report Share Posted September 15, 2011 much better once I was able to confront my anxiety Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
catsmother21 Posted September 15, 2011 Report Share Posted September 15, 2011 I feel gooooooooood Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lily-Bee Posted September 15, 2011 Report Share Posted September 15, 2011 dizzy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carlylight1 Posted September 15, 2011 Report Share Posted September 15, 2011 seem to be getting worse had another episode of being very depressed, agitated, restless, hearing things. have calmed down a bit now and am just going to watch comedy stuff on e4 and try to forget about everything. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fuck-My-Life Posted September 15, 2011 Report Share Posted September 15, 2011 I hope you feel better Vivien xx I feel absolutely CRAP. I feel more disgusting than a shoe covered in dog dirt and vomit. I am really hating myself. I need to go and collect Diazepam from the pharmacist, I cant believe things are this bad :( carlylight1 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jades Posted September 16, 2011 Report Share Posted September 16, 2011 still alivee does that count? just hanging in there waiting for my darling marley to brighten my day tomorrow Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Saharah Blue Posted September 16, 2011 Report Share Posted September 16, 2011 Yes it definitely counts, Jades. Today I am feeling productive and normalish Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carlylight1 Posted September 16, 2011 Report Share Posted September 16, 2011 improved somewhat calmer, thoughts more ordered but then flashes of complete terror come through. dealing with them as best as i can. dr's appointment, not looking forward to it. but i 'have' to go and i can get other things done on the way back. i'l seem to be doing ok, doing cleaning, planning,reading and then terrible thoughts of all the bad things that are going to happen and how i have absolutely no ways to cope with anything/everything and then TERROR! and then scared/depressed retreat from life type feelings. but am ignoring it as much as poss right now as i need to get to the dr's but worried about it all building up and not being able to control it and having a panic attack whilst out. Fuck-My-Life 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
catsmother21 Posted September 16, 2011 Report Share Posted September 16, 2011 Aching - migraine last night - that time of the month pfft!! :( Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fuck-My-Life Posted September 16, 2011 Report Share Posted September 16, 2011 I feel very emotionless today. I knew this would happen with starting back on the Fluoxitine- right before uni as well! Perfect timing.. I am very cold, in bed because I am so cold. Had a read over some of the DBT stuff Lily on here sent me, it looks good but like my coursework, it overwhelms me. I am going to email my doctor and ask where I should begin. Did do something quite self destructive and looked at a sui website, but the person writing it was saying about stuff that had to be done beforehand, and again I got overwhelmed so closed it. I feel very selfish just now as well, more so than normal and I can sense I am not well. I would normally go and clean for my Nan if her cleaner wasnt in. Just cant do it, feel shite. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jades Posted September 17, 2011 Report Share Posted September 17, 2011 in pain Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
catsmother21 Posted September 18, 2011 Report Share Posted September 18, 2011 Had some sleep - still don't feel well. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carlylight1 Posted September 18, 2011 Report Share Posted September 18, 2011 ((((catsmother)))) thinking of you xxxx i feel ok. not got a migraine now but had a bad one last night and have noticed i always feel tired and ill for a while even after the pain has gone. read on a website about them that this sometimes happens. juts glad that the pain stage is over. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
stjaninaro Posted September 18, 2011 Report Share Posted September 18, 2011 I was ok(ish) until the smoke alarm went off and I couldn't stop it. The noise completely flipped me out and I ended up sitting on the floor shaking and crying. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
catsmother21 Posted September 19, 2011 Report Share Posted September 19, 2011 Tired. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
defying_gravity Posted September 19, 2011 Report Share Posted September 19, 2011 Confused and angry Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Saharah Blue Posted September 19, 2011 Report Share Posted September 19, 2011 mixed Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
catsmother21 Posted September 20, 2011 Report Share Posted September 20, 2011 Crap Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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