carlylight1 Posted October 20, 2011 Report Share Posted October 20, 2011 (((walker)))+(((sah))) xxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
catsmother21 Posted October 20, 2011 Report Share Posted October 20, 2011 Very delicate. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Saharah Blue Posted October 21, 2011 Report Share Posted October 21, 2011 bleugh... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
walker Posted October 21, 2011 Report Share Posted October 21, 2011 confused and rejected Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carlylight1 Posted October 21, 2011 Report Share Posted October 21, 2011 yuk. confused. issues with running into people in the street who i vaguely know trying to do small talk, failing, getting paranoid about what they can 'see'. start feeling vulnerable, unsure and need to hide from the world so don't have to experience that which should really be a very little thing. would love to be able to have a strong social mask to hide behind. need to learn how to act confident even if i don't feel it or learn how to not care. issues with trying to have friends again and the vulnerability that comes with that which makes it seem better to stay alone. just lots of bloody issues. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jetta Posted October 22, 2011 Report Share Posted October 22, 2011 Today was a good day. A very good day. I did not even have to take the anxiety medication and did not freak out. I also ate a lot more than usual. Talked to the therapist today and even though I left last time in hysterics, this time it went very well. I feel good and I think because I am progressing they are going to let me stay in the military! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carlylight1 Posted October 22, 2011 Report Share Posted October 22, 2011 broken. scared. hopeless. depressed. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dibley Posted October 22, 2011 Report Share Posted October 22, 2011 A million thoughts in my head, all swirling around, all at the same time. Slow down please, one at a time, please, I can't cope. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
catsmother21 Posted October 22, 2011 Report Share Posted October 22, 2011 unwanted Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
catsmother21 Posted October 23, 2011 Report Share Posted October 23, 2011 disconnected Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dibley Posted October 23, 2011 Report Share Posted October 23, 2011 Tired Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrippleAndStarfish Posted October 23, 2011 Report Share Posted October 23, 2011 Sad, really sad. Lots of tears today. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
stjaninaro Posted October 23, 2011 Report Share Posted October 23, 2011 I have no idea. Been watching motorsports for 20 years, I know it's dangerous. But to watch 2 men you greatly admire and respect lose their lives doing what they love, in so short a space of time... I don't know RIP Dan RIP Marco <3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carlylight1 Posted October 23, 2011 Report Share Posted October 23, 2011 lost. scared. hopeless. sad Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carlylight1 Posted October 31, 2011 Report Share Posted October 31, 2011 yuk. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Christine001 Posted October 31, 2011 Report Share Posted October 31, 2011 me too it will never end until the end Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
catsmother21 Posted November 1, 2011 Report Share Posted November 1, 2011 Frustrated, angry, depressed and upset :( Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Saharah Blue Posted November 2, 2011 Report Share Posted November 2, 2011 considerably better, still completely under the weather. All and and all a good day. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carlylight1 Posted November 2, 2011 Report Share Posted November 2, 2011 stressed. quiet. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
catsmother21 Posted November 2, 2011 Report Share Posted November 2, 2011 depressed and tired. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Saharah Blue Posted November 5, 2011 Report Share Posted November 5, 2011 Still sick (but improving) and I had a really nice day despite it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
catsmother21 Posted November 5, 2011 Report Share Posted November 5, 2011 Anxious and scared. Dismissed and ignored. Manipulated and lied to. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Saharah Blue Posted November 5, 2011 Report Share Posted November 5, 2011 (((catsmother21))) I am sorry you feel this way. I hope your H can give you a cuddle. catsmother21 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
catsmother21 Posted November 5, 2011 Report Share Posted November 5, 2011 (((catsmother21))) I am sorry you feel this way. I hope your H can give you a cuddle. Thanks Sah xx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carlylight1 Posted November 5, 2011 Report Share Posted November 5, 2011 withdrawn and cut off. seeing as nothing in the world is safe Apollo 13 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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