Data Posted September 28, 2009 Report Share Posted September 28, 2009 really really really anxious I think I am having a panic attack Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Roses Posted September 28, 2009 Report Share Posted September 28, 2009 proud Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
walker Posted September 29, 2009 Report Share Posted September 29, 2009 (edited) calmer tired underlying anger and fear nah f*ck it all nope definitely mostly anger Edited September 29, 2009 by walker Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Data Posted September 29, 2009 Report Share Posted September 29, 2009 Hung over. Worried. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Villan Posted September 29, 2009 Report Share Posted September 29, 2009 paranoid that everyone at work is talking about me irrational but still very worried that they are all conspiring against me dont feel safe Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
x-Bliss-x Posted September 29, 2009 Report Share Posted September 29, 2009 Weary but feeling more settled -_- Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
donnam Posted September 29, 2009 Report Share Posted September 29, 2009 not good, cpn signed meup for confidence course, hating it, only stil going cos other wise cpn would be upset at me. felt worse after going. tried decorating only temp distraction. feeling beyond help! just made me feel more useless as then struggled with kids, so not coping v well Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Roses Posted September 29, 2009 Report Share Posted September 29, 2009 doped-up, spacey, struggling to cope. Want to run, want to cut. Why me? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
walker Posted September 29, 2009 Report Share Posted September 29, 2009 (edited) surrendering to meds bit by bit yey and no one in the whole damn world gives a shit why should they Edited September 29, 2009 by walker Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
redhed26 Posted September 29, 2009 Report Share Posted September 29, 2009 paranoid, anxious, alive, motivated and completey lost in the pool of my being Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrippleAndStarfish Posted September 29, 2009 Report Share Posted September 29, 2009 (edited) Like shit, to be honest. Got post today. Was 4 photos of me, 2 which had been enlarged, printed, and laminated - of me with two friends at my leaver's prom from 2007, and 2 which were just average photos of me when i was pregnant, and one of my son. Along with a note - "Just stumbled across these pics in an old folder from uni. I know how much you love pictures of yourself, plus there's one of Logan, so here, enjoy. Rox" I fucking hate pictures of myself, but he always told me i was so vain, so fake, so self-absorbed, always posing and stuff, and i just wasn't.. I hate pictures of myself. Anyone who knows me, knows that. I didn't even know he had those pics. It's knocked me for six that he's made contact, yet again. UGHHHHH. :'( Trying to rise above it, but i'm struggling. I feel very, very weak right now. Edited September 29, 2009 by CrippleAndStarfish Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rael Posted September 30, 2009 Report Share Posted September 30, 2009 be ill and have a roof, or not. tired, so completely exhausted. in agony, how long will my back take this, how long till i surrender to it all. crying constantly. have nightmares every night yet i seek sleep because its the closest thing i have to the oblivion i want. the only freedom from terror and being worked to death with the most crippling jobs they have because they know i am desperate. xxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
roxy222 Posted September 30, 2009 Report Share Posted September 30, 2009 (((((rael))))) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
walker Posted September 30, 2009 Report Share Posted September 30, 2009 numb and detached and sleepy dont like this Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
wordsmithy Posted September 30, 2009 Report Share Posted September 30, 2009 i am feeling extremely lala right now. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Aneurysm Posted September 30, 2009 Report Share Posted September 30, 2009 Vaguely snappy and panicky, but much more stable than earlier. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
redhed26 Posted September 30, 2009 Report Share Posted September 30, 2009 day started really paranoid and anxious, but felt stable most of the day, really pleased Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
x-Bliss-x Posted September 30, 2009 Report Share Posted September 30, 2009 Tired.... oh so very tired x-Bliss-x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Villan Posted September 30, 2009 Report Share Posted September 30, 2009 right this minute fantastic a lil drunk - but hey ho is birthday had a great day more to come - fingers crossed Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ruth24 Posted September 30, 2009 Report Share Posted September 30, 2009 Run down Worn out Is this all there is to life? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Saharah Blue Posted October 1, 2009 Report Share Posted October 1, 2009 (strange) fraudulently real. And so tired I need eye drops. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
walker Posted October 1, 2009 Report Share Posted October 1, 2009 already put washing on and a fruit cake in oven !!!!!!!!!!! a day of activity at last Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Roses Posted October 1, 2009 Report Share Posted October 1, 2009 Well done Walker xxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
walker Posted October 1, 2009 Report Share Posted October 1, 2009 :) ty mmmmmmmmmm can smell cake shame its for dan not me :( Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ruth24 Posted October 1, 2009 Report Share Posted October 1, 2009 Awww walker, I want fruit cake now Done school run Taken dogs out Tried to hoover but frigging dyson is broken again! definately a vax next time Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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