CrippleAndStarfish Posted March 25, 2011 Report Share Posted March 25, 2011 ((HH)) WTG on the cleaning. Get your feet up for a bit and relax now? Not surprised you're stressed about starting new job, but am sure it will be fine hun. xx Am feeling stupid, unable to drag myself out of this stupid little rut, and keep trying to reach out to help people but it makes no effing difference. Don't see the point in continuing to try and help, when I just get ignored completely. Don't have the energy for it now, at all. Think am gunna hide away and read a book for a while. Aaaand, bloody crying again. Grrr. Typical. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dibley Posted March 25, 2011 Report Share Posted March 25, 2011 ((HH)) WTG on the cleaning. Get your feet up for a bit and relax now? Not surprised you're stressed about starting new job, but am sure it will be fine hun. xx Am feeling stupid, unable to drag myself out of this stupid little rut, and keep trying to reach out to help people but it makes no effing difference. Don't see the point in continuing to try and help, when I just get ignored completely. Don't have the energy for it now, at all. Think am gunna hide away and read a book for a while. Aaaand, bloody crying again. Grrr. Typical. You can come round and have a smoke with me if you like, and then we can cry together. xx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrippleAndStarfish Posted March 25, 2011 Report Share Posted March 25, 2011 Oh what I'd give! Actually, smoking sounds like an excellent idea right now. *toddles off to the window* xx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrippleAndStarfish Posted March 27, 2011 Report Share Posted March 27, 2011 :trigger: AM TRIGGERED!!!!! Ick ick ick ick ick. Topic here reminds me waaaaaaay too much of the stuff an abusive bastard ex of mine used to rant away at me, for hours and hours on end, in sickening detail just the same, telling me exactly what he'd like to do to me, before attempting to kill me. FUCKIN LOVELY!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
avalon Posted March 27, 2011 Report Share Posted March 27, 2011 (really hope I'm on the right thread for a little rant) Feeling really low at the moment, dreading going back on training course tomorrow. Spent the last 3 weeks away from home with a bunch of strangers and right at this moment I am convinced they all hate me. One even guessed I had BPD which is just utterly mortifying seeing as no-one close to me knows. I just want to shut myself away and not go. Urgh. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BimoUK Posted March 28, 2011 Report Share Posted March 28, 2011 Today I feel: Thoroughly fucked off, as I do every Monday morning. It's always the same, get into work to a million and one things to do, phone round all the customers for delivery this week, be nice and friendly and charming to them all on the phone when all I want to do is tell them to do one! Why do I have to pretend that I'm the happiest employee in the world? Why can't I just act exactly how I feel for once?? GRRRRR!!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carlylight1 Posted March 28, 2011 Report Share Posted March 28, 2011 very very worried about my pet, my little companion will NOT be able to cope if its serious. just want to cry and smoke Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
catsmother21 Posted March 28, 2011 Report Share Posted March 28, 2011 So tired all the time - sleeping and sleeping :mellow: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrippleAndStarfish Posted March 28, 2011 Report Share Posted March 28, 2011 (((Vivien))) & (((Cats))) love to you both. am feeling relatively stable tonight, all things considered, but am v. tired, so can feel myself getting a bit grumpy. Stomach is still hurting me, it's just a stupid reminder of something I just want to forget ever happened. Think is time for ciggie, hot choc, and then bed! Love to all xxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ubix Posted March 29, 2011 Report Share Posted March 29, 2011 Bit in limbo at the moe :unsure: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
drybones Posted March 29, 2011 Report Share Posted March 29, 2011 Tired after last night of arguments with teenage daughter More arguments when ex arrived this morning to take kids to school Struggling to cope :( Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
catsmother21 Posted March 29, 2011 Report Share Posted March 29, 2011 Run down, spotty, 2 coldsores and tired sooooo ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrippleAndStarfish Posted March 29, 2011 Report Share Posted March 29, 2011 Sore, tired, and feeling a bit down in the dumps & lonely. Blahhhh. Ciggie, blanket, cup of tea and another episode or 2 of The Mentalist, I think. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BimoUK Posted March 29, 2011 Report Share Posted March 29, 2011 I was feeling okay today, but I've just gone over on the side of my foot and it's excruciating. Twisted my back as well which hurts enough without any help!! OW OW OW!!!!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
toocrazy Posted March 29, 2011 Report Share Posted March 29, 2011 ((aww)) did you fall over when you were walking ...details (lol sorry..videos? ) naw really sorry you hurt yourself Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BimoUK Posted March 29, 2011 Report Share Posted March 29, 2011 ((aww)) did you fall over when you were walking ...details (lol sorry..videos? ) naw really sorry you hurt yourself Stupidly I was just walking and my foot rolled over on the side for no reason at all. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
toocrazy Posted March 29, 2011 Report Share Posted March 29, 2011 Bimo I hope you feel better. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrippleAndStarfish Posted March 31, 2011 Report Share Posted March 31, 2011 Not feeling too fab =/ Trying to make myself do something to eat.... but I just... meh. I don't even know. Feeling sorry for myself, I guess. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Miss.Understood Posted March 31, 2011 Report Share Posted March 31, 2011 in pain and very sad Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Corpsewithpulse Posted March 31, 2011 Report Share Posted March 31, 2011 Isolated, fragile... can't make sense of anything. Feel trapped inside my own body Not coping :( :( Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
catsmother21 Posted March 31, 2011 Report Share Posted March 31, 2011 After days of sleeping and sleeping and feeling really depressed, I can feel a bit of life returning to me. I just hope that this means that I am on the up again. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carlylight1 Posted March 31, 2011 Report Share Posted March 31, 2011 hungover.....its not even morning yet :angry2: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maize Posted March 31, 2011 Report Share Posted March 31, 2011 Headache I'm trying to get rid of, and homemade fries could help. :wub: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrippleAndStarfish Posted April 1, 2011 Report Share Posted April 1, 2011 Am being all sorts of crazy, irrational and paranoid today, I'm afraid. Gahhhh. Fun times, huh?! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
catsmother21 Posted April 1, 2011 Report Share Posted April 1, 2011 Managed to get to the local shops and get some stuff that I needed and now I am absolutely exhausted again and so I'm off back to bed for a bit. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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