CrippleAndStarfish Posted April 9, 2011 Report Share Posted April 9, 2011 ((((((((((((HH)))))))))))) I feel like curling up in a ball and crying, for no particular reason, but I just can't. xxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dani411 Posted April 9, 2011 Report Share Posted April 9, 2011 having a good day today... Yesterday was crappy, but I seem to be feeling better today Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carlylight1 Posted April 9, 2011 Report Share Posted April 9, 2011 massively confused by life. how can there be joy and light and good things, then soooooo much pain and suffering and sadness. i don't get it. what does it all mean? how can there be such extremes. sad. missing lizzie. love you endlessly precious xxxxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrippleAndStarfish Posted April 10, 2011 Report Share Posted April 10, 2011 ((((((((((((((((vivien)))))))))))))))) xxxxxxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Benway Posted April 10, 2011 Report Share Posted April 10, 2011 hey sorry so many ppl sad today. ((crip)) ((vivien)) (hh)) (dani)) My day was ok i did see my son! - it could have been better, my son has a bit of a flu. But the house is ok, my cat is ok- but frustrated at not bein allowed out, i look like i live with a tiger cub. Ouchies. I am still so so sad that my son had to be dragged into that unprecendnted incident at the door during the week. But can't bear to think what would have happenned had he not been there. Feeling a bit stronger after the weekend, after knowing my boys love me. Have started reducing my m'done slowly. Thank you everyone , yous' all helped me get thu one of the most difficult, scary and memorable weekend ever. For real. xxx a.m Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrippleAndStarfish Posted April 10, 2011 Report Share Posted April 10, 2011 (edited) ((((a.m)))) love to you darl. so glad you got to see your boy, hope he's feeling better real soon. way to go on the reduction of the m too. take it easy sweets, we're all here for you. xxx edit: spelling Edited April 10, 2011 by Crippie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bibiddi Posted April 10, 2011 Report Share Posted April 10, 2011 Anxiety is very high again - and I dont understand why. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrippleAndStarfish Posted April 11, 2011 Report Share Posted April 11, 2011 :crying_anim02: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
toocrazy Posted April 11, 2011 Report Share Posted April 11, 2011 :crying_anim02: meh too ((crippie)) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
frank123 Posted April 11, 2011 Report Share Posted April 11, 2011 Totally peeved off, depressed, angry, annoyed, want to hit (no I want to smash) some one or some thing. :crying_anim: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Miss.Understood Posted April 12, 2011 Report Share Posted April 12, 2011 confused about life and me as a person :unsure: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
drybones Posted April 12, 2011 Report Share Posted April 12, 2011 depression being getting worse this last week i can't go into work tomorrow i can't face it no enthusiasm to look for another job despite having 6 weeks of work left now very worried about the future :( Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
indie22 Posted April 12, 2011 Report Share Posted April 12, 2011 Have lost confidence in myself and people, need to get it back Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrippleAndStarfish Posted April 12, 2011 Report Share Posted April 12, 2011 Facing another day of smoking way too much to kill hunger pangs, watching back-to-back episodes of The Mentalist and bursting into tears at the drop of a hat. :crying_anim02: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
frank123 Posted April 12, 2011 Report Share Posted April 12, 2011 totally pissed off and fed up with everything. :angry: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Corpsewithpulse Posted April 12, 2011 Report Share Posted April 12, 2011 Emotionally - Fair to middling I suppose Mentally - Not too hazy Physically - Minging on account of either food poisoning, heavy weekend drinking or both Going to help friend clear out brambles which I'm not looking forward to but it will be nice to see him and it's something to do. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carlylight1 Posted April 12, 2011 Report Share Posted April 12, 2011 lots of people having a hard time right now . hugs to everyone xxxx feeling so empty and hollow. scared by it. couldn't face the therapy group today, am a failure who lets people down. fucking hate how my old depressed behaviour is coming back. a few weeks ago felt fine on my own, now feel so lonely but its too hard being around people so am trapped really. everything so uncertain. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
drybones Posted April 12, 2011 Report Share Posted April 12, 2011 (edited) Couldn't face work so lied and said I was sick Feel guilty because they do not know about my mental health sickness they prob think stomach bug Still in PJs and smoking too much It's a lovely day outside but I'm unable to enjoy the sunshine Edited April 12, 2011 by drybones Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrippleAndStarfish Posted April 12, 2011 Report Share Posted April 12, 2011 couldn't face the therapy group today, am a failure who lets people down. fucking hate how my old depressed behaviour is coming back. a few weeks ago felt fine on my own, now feel so lonely but its too hard being around people so am trapped really. everything so uncertain. (((vivien)))xxxxx You're not a failure hun. You're struggling, yes, and you didn't manage to get to T today, but it's not the end of the world. Just like a few weeks back when you were managing well, you'll get back to that, you'll feel okay again, it's just a case of holding on tight, until this passes. Really hope you get a break soon. xxxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BimoUK Posted April 12, 2011 Report Share Posted April 12, 2011 More and more like my world is coming to an end. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carlylight1 Posted April 12, 2011 Report Share Posted April 12, 2011 couldn't face the therapy group today, am a failure who lets people down. fucking hate how my old depressed behaviour is coming back. a few weeks ago felt fine on my own, now feel so lonely but its too hard being around people so am trapped really. everything so uncertain. (((vivien)))xxxxx You're not a failure hun. You're struggling, yes, and you didn't manage to get to T today, but it's not the end of the world. Just like a few weeks back when you were managing well, you'll get back to that, you'll feel okay again, it's just a case of holding on tight, until this passes. Really hope you get a break soon. xxxxxx ty crippie xxxxxxxxx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
frank123 Posted April 13, 2011 Report Share Posted April 13, 2011 wish i had not woke up this morning. pain not going away and getting worse each day. pissed off. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ubix Posted April 14, 2011 Report Share Posted April 14, 2011 Tired and a bit fed up but thankful for the help and wondering where it will take me. To a better place and a better me is my goal.......:) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
frank123 Posted April 14, 2011 Report Share Posted April 14, 2011 feeling more crap and useless today. counselling last night was a waste of time..:( Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hemels Posted April 14, 2011 Report Share Posted April 14, 2011 Feeling on a bit of a steady road today - oh and a lil smiley Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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