wordsmithy Posted April 15, 2011 Report Share Posted April 15, 2011 Slightly agitated in the very last few minutes. Not sure why 'cos there's no obvious trigger. Feels like when you've had too much caffeine and now you're jittery and a bit paranoid. Am going to have a sip of whisky. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
frank123 Posted April 16, 2011 Report Share Posted April 16, 2011 Dont know how i feel today. seem to be mixed bits of everything. angry. annoyed. pissed off. want to smash someone or something. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
purple-chick Posted April 16, 2011 Report Share Posted April 16, 2011 tired and in alot of pain, but mentally ok... (not sure others would agree with that last bit though !!!) x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carlylight1 Posted April 16, 2011 Report Share Posted April 16, 2011 grim. and sick of people trying to call i CANNOT talk and feel so guilty seeing my phone flash. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Corpsewithpulse Posted April 17, 2011 Report Share Posted April 17, 2011 I look like, feel as hygienic as, and have all the vitality of a used condom. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
drybones Posted April 17, 2011 Report Share Posted April 17, 2011 Time to admit that I'm in another depressive slump How long will this one last before glimmer of light breaks the darkness? Doing what I can :wacko: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Miss.Understood Posted April 19, 2011 Report Share Posted April 19, 2011 found my glasses in the fridge.. woohoo im feeling good now Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dice Posted April 19, 2011 Report Share Posted April 19, 2011 Tired, Shit, Had enough of it... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
purple-chick Posted April 19, 2011 Report Share Posted April 19, 2011 found my glasses in the fridge.. woohoo im feeling good now hmmmm Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Villan Posted April 19, 2011 Report Share Posted April 19, 2011 running out of patience with alot of things... other than that - not too bad... :) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Benway Posted April 19, 2011 Report Share Posted April 19, 2011 Kinda ok - yea i am doing laundry and cleaning my room, having a bath in a moment, I am not looking fwd to this psych appt tommorrow. Oh, my counceller rang, and i made another appt to see her!!! Thursday! She rang as she had heard about the incident recently with those bitches. Kinda looking fwd to seeing her. Nervy too. Wish i had an 'off' button for my thoughts. Wishing everyone a good day xx a.m Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
purple-chick Posted April 20, 2011 Report Share Posted April 20, 2011 shit Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
indie22 Posted April 20, 2011 Report Share Posted April 20, 2011 LIke taking a whole heap of pills and just getting out of this bloody life Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrippleAndStarfish Posted April 21, 2011 Report Share Posted April 21, 2011 like shit My auntie and cousin are round and I cannot be done with having to speak to people, at all. They're only here so my auntie can do the lawn, so not having to talk much really, but can't even be done with "hi, how are you?" "yeah, i'm good thanks". Grrr. fuck off and leave me alone. <_< Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
indie22 Posted April 21, 2011 Report Share Posted April 21, 2011 Just as bad as yesterday.. But least I got through today Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MaddieT Posted April 26, 2011 Report Share Posted April 26, 2011 Tired, missing bf but at same time thinking to end relationship as having negative thoughts i should end because he seems to be getting fed up with me and this damn BPD, managed to get up and drop kids at nursery/school - felt like going straight back to bed but still awake and managed to put a load of washing on. Sick of all royal wedding shit as was supposed to be getting married next year with previous partner of 15 years so trigger word for me is wedding even though can't stand ex!!! Got crisis team coming this afo who will tell me how great i am doing, how i am feeling, leave the meds and come back day after tomorrow or even try and leave it for 2 days. Up and down day for me - hope everyone else is ok Maddie xx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Everycloud Posted April 26, 2011 Report Share Posted April 26, 2011 Today I feel terrible, isolated, lonely, too many thoughts, lack motivation, tired, achey, sad the list is endless pretty bad though. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Michael_1992 Posted April 27, 2011 Report Share Posted April 27, 2011 Lonely and very tired. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Everycloud Posted April 27, 2011 Report Share Posted April 27, 2011 Alone and shut off Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
marcluton Posted April 28, 2011 Report Share Posted April 28, 2011 i feel its a long week! had my first ever mri because of back injury and my only phobia is small spaces and the mri machine i could hardly breath in! on the thing for 40 mins and felt like 40hours. now i have moved to bucks, over a year now! suddenly someone read all my mental health notes realised i need more support than the asti team can do! but still not sure opening up to psychiatrists again.so worried there. easter was so alone, no one to see, no where to go so eating easter eggs watching tv. i hate being alone. im not sure moving up here is all its cracked upto be! got chatting to lovely woman on dating site which now i find out she is married and just playing the field. i thought it was just a**ehole blokes that did it so feel mixed up today! i feel down today! i feel confused today! i feel worried today! tomorrow i want to smile!!!!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MaddieT Posted April 28, 2011 Report Share Posted April 28, 2011 Better day today - even smiled, slep a lot but last two days were hell. I found my current bf on a dating site - there are some mixed up people male and female but there are some nice people out there - even to chat! Another bank holiday this weekend - try and get out and about if you can - does help me if in busy place as good distraction. I also took up hobby to meet friends which is good when moving to new area as can be quite lonely. I was an army child so always moving around - difficult to sustain long friendships. Hope tomorrow is a an ok day thats good enough for me Maddie x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
marcluton Posted April 29, 2011 Report Share Posted April 29, 2011 Better day today - even smiled, slep a lot but last two days were hell. I found my current bf on a dating site - there are some mixed up people male and female but there are some nice people out there - even to chat! Another bank holiday this weekend - try and get out and about if you can - does help me if in busy place as good distraction. I also took up hobby to meet friends which is good when moving to new area as can be quite lonely. I was an army child so always moving around - difficult to sustain long friendships. Hope tomorrow is a an ok day thats good enough for me Maddie x sorry to hear about b/f. me looking for the right one and new friends on dating site and your b/f on dating website looking for more! i hate people who play with emotions! hope you enjoyed the day, it was quiet for me but the royal wedding was great. i must join a group to start new friends! have a better one! marc :) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheHiddenAngel Posted April 30, 2011 Report Share Posted April 30, 2011 This is a great idea well done Today im feeling mixed... Happy because i am spending time with my daughter But heart broken cos I know I have to leave her here with her granparents And ontop of that im out of my "low" but now im hitting my over the top high :S Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
looie Posted April 30, 2011 Report Share Posted April 30, 2011 Today is not good sorry to say... had to call my counsellor having bad thoughts hope you all having a good weekend thou xoxo Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Data Posted April 30, 2011 Report Share Posted April 30, 2011 I feel like I am about to smash something (or someone) up . Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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