Ms Cinnamon Posted May 21, 2011 Report Share Posted May 21, 2011 I've felt a bit zoned out from everything / everyone, been like this for about a week, can't get anything done that I think about doing.....Meh! lol Hugs to everyone who needs hugs ♥ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MaddieT Posted May 21, 2011 Report Share Posted May 21, 2011 Fed up with cold - BF got one too so both being a little ratty today and biting at each other - feel a bit insecure and doubting me today but telling my head to stop giving a shit. Just watched Gaga monster ball Live tour which was funny so cheered me up. Love to you all x Maddie x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Erebos Posted May 23, 2011 Report Share Posted May 23, 2011 Am nervous about being a newbie! Also very down and destructive. Am trying to keep busy and distracted. Hope all those who aren't feeling the best today soon feel much improved x :unsure: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
nickyj Posted May 23, 2011 Report Share Posted May 23, 2011 I have been wanting to tell someone of my plan but after you read this you will know why I havent said it... My mother died 4 years ago my father is 78 years old and his health is not what it used to be, so I am waiting for him to pass so that I can go too. I am looking forward to it, no matter how many pills my doctor gives me they dont take away the feeling of sadness I cant get close to any one, I have no friends. I dont see the point of this life of mine, I have no kids, no partner, no pets no one but my dad. I live for him and him only. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MaddieT Posted May 24, 2011 Report Share Posted May 24, 2011 Sore throat - croaky voice. Had first DBT session with counsellor - struggling a bit with mindfulness but prepared to give it a go so today feel a bit hopeful. Sending lots of love to others whether you are having a good/bad/okay day Maddie xx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jetta Posted May 25, 2011 Report Share Posted May 25, 2011 Pretty great! Had nine hours of combatives today and I am about to totally sleep awesome tonight. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MaddieT Posted May 25, 2011 Report Share Posted May 25, 2011 Tired today - got pyschaitrist appointment about meds but not until 7th July - day after i go and see Take That - should be funny can't believe i have to wait that long grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Lokking forward to going to see dance company tonight with my 4 year old daughter who is insisting on wearing her ballet outfit complete with tutu and fairy wings Maddie x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lonelyheartemma Posted May 25, 2011 Report Share Posted May 25, 2011 honestly? i feel like total shit. physically and mentally. heartbeat very fast. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Saharah Blue Posted May 27, 2011 Report Share Posted May 27, 2011 hopeful & loved I feel like I really do matter Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ms Cinnamon Posted May 31, 2011 Report Share Posted May 31, 2011 Considering what i've got going on in my life, I feel pretty chilled out today. Big hugs to everyone who needs them Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Saharah Blue Posted June 1, 2011 Report Share Posted June 1, 2011 Glad to find a way to sooth my own anger Hopeful that my life will be okay Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dibley Posted June 1, 2011 Report Share Posted June 1, 2011 I'm feeling really good actually, looking forward so much to moving. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Saharah Blue Posted June 4, 2011 Report Share Posted June 4, 2011 surprisingly, still positive Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Saharah Blue Posted June 7, 2011 Report Share Posted June 7, 2011 sadden disappointed subdued Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BimoUK Posted June 7, 2011 Report Share Posted June 7, 2011 Tired, tearful, wanting to hide away and just give up. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Brandon Marx Posted June 7, 2011 Report Share Posted June 7, 2011 Damn! I'm too much tired today, my back pains like HELL, it might be due to not having much sleep. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pippab Posted June 7, 2011 Report Share Posted June 7, 2011 not tooooooooooooo bad.... bit disappointed in myself that i didnt make it out to the docs this morning but not going to dwell on it Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pippab Posted June 7, 2011 Report Share Posted June 7, 2011 not tooooooooooooo bad.... bit disappointed in myself that i didnt make it out to the docs this morning but not going to dwell on it Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
wordsmithy Posted June 9, 2011 Report Share Posted June 9, 2011 I am not happy, but I do know how to dance And dance I do. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BimoUK Posted June 9, 2011 Report Share Posted June 9, 2011 Frustrated. SO very frustrated. Everything I want is there for me to take.........but I can't take it! I have to change..............I need to change. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Saharah Blue Posted June 9, 2011 Report Share Posted June 9, 2011 irritated Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
walker Posted June 10, 2011 Report Share Posted June 10, 2011 (edited) feel like am spinning round round round not ill fine might die fine not ill fine tears fine angry fine laugh cry dont be lazy get up off your arse do what they want stop making it up fine in pain not real who or what is walker ed much prefer here to stupid fking update shit hole oh so spin round to angry again Edited June 10, 2011 by walker Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
purple-chick Posted June 10, 2011 Report Share Posted June 10, 2011 anxious / sad / afraid / confused / IN PAIN!!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AdaLovelace Posted June 11, 2011 Report Share Posted June 11, 2011 I'm feeling happier than I were yesterday, My fiance is back from Vegas, and he's coming over tonight after work. so i'm feeling happy. He's bringing me over loads of American candy that I've wanted to eat for ages but couldn't cos England is boring had doesn't have cool stuff like cool flavour poptarts (we only have strawberry and chocolate >.>) and hersheys and twinkies and butterfingers and other neat stuff XD I'm going to cook a pasta bake for our dinner too. I have toothache though so im angry about that i constantly have toothache since seeing my new dentist >.> and I have so much stuff I need to do today like I want to take out my mostly rejected eyebrow bar and just use those easy eyebrow waxing/shaping kits cos it sure beats doing it all with tweezers (my tweezers are pretty much knackered anyway) and I've got to buy the food stuff for the pasta. So i'm feeling a bit grr cos of the stuff i need to do lol. but overall i'm fairly happy and positive today. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ntt14 Posted June 11, 2011 Report Share Posted June 11, 2011 Fed up with being controlled by how I feel and trying to figure it out every bloody day. Sorry, bit grumpy xx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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