Maki Posted September 29, 2010 Report Share Posted September 29, 2010 Sorry... I opened wine by myself and maybe bit free from pain at the moment. But, I really wanted to say All of you are really amazing and beautiful. I know many kind of people on here, we have pain but not everybody same. some people might don't have good impression about me. But still All of you are so strong and amazing. I have mind illness for a long time thats why I know how hard to living with this conditions. I really wanted to finish my life. I still sometimes think about it. But now I don't do suicide plane anymore. I took 100 pills to die, I put suicide note next to my pillow But God didn't make me die... I surprisingly woke up after long sleep. I still have hard time everyday. but now I am thinking how to survive and will be better. Thats why... I know how much all of you are doing amazing effort everyday to make your life better or survive. Thank you for being there even though all of you are far away from me. I still can feel how strong you are, How amazing you are... I know we sometimes( often) wanna give up because this is too hard to carry, but think about how mach we could get thought so far. All of you included me did amazing job in our life, normal people never cope with, but we did with our conditions. Don't you think we are really amazing strong special people? whatever normal people who don't understand us or say something ignorance...... I really appreciate all of your strength. Your fighting days really give me power for me. I wanted to say Thank you so much. Sorry maybe I am bit drank. But, my eyes are watering because of this feeling. This tears is not bad one, This is good tears. I love cry for beauty of the world. Thank you All. I just wanted to say... You are lovely precious, please don't forget that, and if I forget because of too much pain please let me remind it:) Love you all. I really respect people who has mental problem. coz I know they are amazing strong. Maki with Love xoxoxoxox Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dani Posted September 29, 2010 Report Share Posted September 29, 2010 beautiful maki... you ar a lovely person too..and stonger than u think.x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Villan Posted September 29, 2010 Report Share Posted September 29, 2010 dear maki... yuo are also a wonderful beautiful amazing soul... much love back to you... kath xxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Silverwolf Posted September 29, 2010 Report Share Posted September 29, 2010 Aaaaw Maki, that's lovely!! :bigarmhug[1]: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maki Posted September 29, 2010 Author Report Share Posted September 29, 2010 Thank you sooo much lovely wonderful words all:) Lovely people are precious too me. Someday I wanna be better and be rich. I wanna visit all of your countries. i love travel around. Then I want to say Thank you face to face:) Someday its possible I wanna believe that. Please be safe until that day all. I wanna see all of your beautiful smiling face:) Let's have wine or tea together:) xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dani Posted September 29, 2010 Report Share Posted September 29, 2010 go on then...i'll have tea no sugar please :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mjk Posted September 29, 2010 Report Share Posted September 29, 2010 What a beautiful thing to say Maki, from such a beautiful person. :bigarmhug[1]: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maki Posted September 29, 2010 Author Report Share Posted September 29, 2010 Ok, tea with No sugar:) yes then we laugh and smile a lot that time for sure:) I am looking forward to seeing that day xxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dani Posted September 29, 2010 Report Share Posted September 29, 2010 i have to have a ginger biccie with mine...but i'll share :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Villan Posted September 29, 2010 Report Share Posted September 29, 2010 i would love to drink tea or wine with you - i have been to japan - osaka, kyoto and suzuka - i stayed with a japanese friend and his mother - she was so loverly and made me feel very welcome... it is a beautiful country... with beautiful people... xxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BimoUK Posted September 29, 2010 Report Share Posted September 29, 2010 Such beautiful words Maki. Thank you. XX Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tinkerbell. Posted September 29, 2010 Report Share Posted September 29, 2010 How lovely :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gvulit Posted September 29, 2010 Report Share Posted September 29, 2010 You really touched me... thanks. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maki Posted September 29, 2010 Author Report Share Posted September 29, 2010 Dear all But what I said is truth:) We are really doing amazing job everyday and this makes us deep mind people. You really don't think so? we have pain a lot because of our conditions. many of us have to take medications everyday or sometimes. Normal people can't stand this. But we are very strong because we are still alive and trying... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maki Posted September 29, 2010 Author Report Share Posted September 29, 2010 i would love to drink tea or wine with you - i have been to japan - osaka, kyoto and suzuka - i stayed with a japanese friend and his mother - she was so loverly and made me feel very welcome... it is a beautiful country... with beautiful people... xxxxx I am so glad that you had a good time in Japan:) I love travel many countries. Where are you now?? xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maki Posted September 29, 2010 Author Report Share Posted September 29, 2010 dear maki... yuo are also a wonderful beautiful amazing soul... much love back to you... kath xxxxx Thank you so much for sending your Love xxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Villan Posted September 29, 2010 Report Share Posted September 29, 2010 i am in england... i lived in hong kong for a while and so i visited a few countries round there - japan was my favourite though... so pretty... xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maki Posted September 29, 2010 Author Report Share Posted September 29, 2010 i have to have a ginger biccie with mine...but i'll share hmm.... sounds so nice:) I wanna try ginger biccie Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maki Posted September 29, 2010 Author Report Share Posted September 29, 2010 i am in england... i lived in hong kong for a while and so i visited a few countries round there - japan was my favourite though... so pretty... xxx wow, you were in Hong Kong. I haven't been to Hong kong yet.. I should go I have been to England once. I loved beautiful country side especially whether is good Its perfect!!!! :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tinkerbell. Posted September 29, 2010 Report Share Posted September 29, 2010 I feel the love in here :masked: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maki Posted September 29, 2010 Author Report Share Posted September 29, 2010 I feel the love in here Love is the most beautiful and has strong power:) Love can change the world:) Let's Love each others Lovely people xxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
chorse_70 Posted September 29, 2010 Report Share Posted September 29, 2010 I too would love to come visit everyone but cant afford it. I'd say we all meet each other half way but I bet we would be in the middle of the ocean if we met halfway. (lol) Maybe someday I will have enough money to visit you all too. Oh and Jelly Bean if I visit you I'm sticking a bag of dog poo on your doorstep lighting it on fire and runnig away! Just kidding you. :masked: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
carlylight1 Posted September 30, 2010 Report Share Posted September 30, 2010 such beautiful precious words maki. thank you for being so kind xxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maki Posted September 30, 2010 Author Report Share Posted September 30, 2010 such beautiful precious words maki. thank you for being so kind xxxxxxx Thank you too (((((vivien))))) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Maki Posted September 30, 2010 Author Report Share Posted September 30, 2010 I too would love to come visit everyone but cant afford it. I'd say we all meet each other half way but I bet we would be in the middle of the ocean if we met halfway. (lol) Maybe someday I will have enough money to visit you all too. Oh and Jelly Bean if I visit you I'm sticking a bag of dog poo on your doorstep lighting it on fire and runnig away! Just kidding you. That would be very fun If I could travel around to see you all:) xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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