manja. Posted June 11, 2011 Author Report Share Posted June 11, 2011 he's in a relationship and won't be leaving her. we both agreed that we should not be in that situation, as it's not good for anyone involved, but somehow we always still seem to end up back together. i'm not proud of it. the part of me that so badly wants to be loved usually ends up giving in, even though it just ends up making me feel worse in the long run. despite what he sounds like, he is not actually a really bad guy, in my opinion, just a weak one Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ntt14 Posted June 11, 2011 Report Share Posted June 11, 2011 Don't be hard on yourself. It's hard to stay strong even when you know it'll hurt more in the long run. You just want to feel loved and feel better in that moment. Ok so he's not bad, just weak, but he is with someone and knows he won't leave. He must also know that you are vulnerable and that this hurts you. I don't know manja. Knowing what's good for you and how you feel are rarely the same thing are they. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
manja. Posted June 11, 2011 Author Report Share Posted June 11, 2011 yeah i agree with everything you say, and i'm not gonna make excuses for him x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
manja. Posted June 11, 2011 Author Report Share Posted June 11, 2011 getting sleepy again. i really should try to put him out of my mind again. i am so grateful to you for being there xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ntt14 Posted June 11, 2011 Report Share Posted June 11, 2011 Understanding what I'm saying, and now agreeing with what I'm saying. There really is no hope for you!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
manja. Posted June 11, 2011 Author Report Share Posted June 11, 2011 hehe... perhaps :P Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ntt14 Posted June 12, 2011 Report Share Posted June 12, 2011 Glad you're feeling sleepy so sweet dreams again. Thank you, you've helped take my mind of all the silly little things and feeling sorry for myself xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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