maddy harper Posted June 23, 2014 Author Report Share Posted June 23, 2014 i feel so lost and empty i don't know what to do... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted June 24, 2014 Author Report Share Posted June 24, 2014 my anxiety is through the roof this morning don't know what caused it iether i just woke up like that its shit!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted June 24, 2014 Author Report Share Posted June 24, 2014 i've been really anxious recently its doing my nut in Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted June 24, 2014 Author Report Share Posted June 24, 2014 i couldnt go outside with my carer as i was to scared to why cant i just be normal for fuck sake Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted June 26, 2014 Author Report Share Posted June 26, 2014 feeling pretty trapped tbh havent went out for days just been in the house, there is no where i wanna go in this town really apart from lush and my favorite hippy dippy shop i cant get there on my own iether Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted June 26, 2014 Author Report Share Posted June 26, 2014 i'm falling apart anxiety wise today had my full dose of clonazepam and its not even 3 yet Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
successful_workthru Posted June 26, 2014 Report Share Posted June 26, 2014 Awww no you sound like you're really suffering. big hugs xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted June 26, 2014 Author Report Share Posted June 26, 2014 thanks for the hugs :D Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
successful_workthru Posted June 26, 2014 Report Share Posted June 26, 2014 thanks for the hugs You're welcome, sorry you are feeling this way. x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted June 27, 2014 Author Report Share Posted June 27, 2014 its just a day in the life of someone who has bpd/anxiety/panic disorder/autisum Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted June 27, 2014 Author Report Share Posted June 27, 2014 going to a folk festival tomoro god knows what my anxiety will be like Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
moonbeam beth Posted June 27, 2014 Report Share Posted June 27, 2014 ooooo Maddy, I used to looovvveee folk festivals... I really hope that the symptoms abate long enough for you to feel some joy from the experience, really I do. I will be thinking of you, hope you have a wonderful time. And may I cheer you on from the sidelines for making the plan to go along, out into the world, with the people on mass, just the plan alone, is a brave and beautiful thing to give to yourself... well wishes and peace and light from Mbb x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
addy2 Posted June 27, 2014 Report Share Posted June 27, 2014 Hugs maddy, I totally understand the anxiety you have been reading my posts I've been struggling for ages what I do know is though if you go you will feel good even if it's only a little and sometimes a little is better than nothing. Xxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted June 28, 2014 Author Report Share Posted June 28, 2014 my friend came over yesterday and took me to the festival today it was ok only 1 good artist though which was a bit shit but getting away for the day has really boosted me up. its gonna be hard for me to go to sleep tonight but that doesn't matter to much... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted June 28, 2014 Author Report Share Posted June 28, 2014 had to take a clonaz when i was out though cause i started flipping out in my head but thats not a bad thing i've only had 2 today so i'm doing well i think :D Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted June 29, 2014 Author Report Share Posted June 29, 2014 woke up this morning feeling really scared and i dont know why iether.. not very well at the moment am i Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted June 30, 2014 Author Report Share Posted June 30, 2014 i've been up since 6 this morning and have had 2 clonaz all ready my anxiety is really bad today which is realy rubbish tbh... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted June 30, 2014 Author Report Share Posted June 30, 2014 still anxious have been playingmy flute to try distract my self from it its not working very well feel really flat... scared to... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted July 3, 2014 Author Report Share Posted July 3, 2014 i'm on 3 clonaz a day a t m so much for the tapering well, i need it right now as my anxiety is through the roof right now.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted July 3, 2014 Author Report Share Posted July 3, 2014 cant coap with this.... someone from guide dogs is coming out to see me on tuesday and i have no idea why.... they want to have a chat what ever that means... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted July 3, 2014 Author Report Share Posted July 3, 2014 my head feels like its gonna explode to much shit in there i hate feeling like this.... there is nothing i can do iether to resolve the situation.... heeelp!!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
successful_workthru Posted July 3, 2014 Report Share Posted July 3, 2014 Hi Maddy I would leave the tapering until you feel more ready. The charity Battle Against Tranquilisers says not to taper until you feel ready. There's no rush. hugs x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted July 5, 2014 Author Report Share Posted July 5, 2014 i really need the clonazepam at the moment not ready to come off yet.... like you say, there's no rush .... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted July 6, 2014 Author Report Share Posted July 6, 2014 have had 2 clonaz this morning for my anxiety has made me feel a bit dead in the head tbh but what can i do???.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted July 7, 2014 Author Report Share Posted July 7, 2014 my anxiety is through the roof.... i cant stop it even with the clonaazepam.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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