maddy harper Posted January 25, 2015 Author Report Share Posted January 25, 2015 Woke up feeling really angry. Scared and upset over what, i dont know. My suffering seems to be never ending at the moment. is it really worth it? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 25, 2015 Author Report Share Posted January 25, 2015 Woke up feeling really angry. Scared and upset over what, i dont know. My suffering seems to be never ending at the moment. is it really worth it? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted January 25, 2015 Report Share Posted January 25, 2015 Yes, it's worth it, Maddy. I'd like you to enjoy music again, to cuddle the piggies and to smile in general. You'll have good times in between the bad ones, please try to catch the little pleasures we miss too often. Sending loving hugs your way. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 25, 2015 Author Report Share Posted January 25, 2015 Thanks for your kind words three moons. They mean a lot. dont know what i would do with out this forum to be honest. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 26, 2015 Author Report Share Posted January 26, 2015 woke up at half three and couldnt get back to sleep. Today is gonna be a long day. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted January 26, 2015 Report Share Posted January 26, 2015 Poor Maddy, you must feel tired. Try having a nap in the afternoon perhaps? Friendly cuddles to you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 27, 2015 Author Report Share Posted January 27, 2015 i ended up having a three hour nap yesterday afternoon. Pigs were pleased to see me this morning as usual. That always makes me smile. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted January 27, 2015 Report Share Posted January 27, 2015 It sure must feel good to be welcomed by happy squeaks after waking up! Such a nice way to start the day. My cat doesn't squeak but he comes to cuddle in bed when he hears I'm awake. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 28, 2015 Author Report Share Posted January 28, 2015 aww bless him. I fainted yesterday lucky i had friends round at the time. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted January 28, 2015 Report Share Posted January 28, 2015 Oh, poor Maddy. I hope you feel better now? I'm glad there was someone with you at this time. Was it hypoglycemia? Try to rest and avoid big efforts until you feel stronger. Hope it will be okay. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 29, 2015 Author Report Share Posted January 29, 2015 had a better nights sleep last night so i dont feel as anxious as usual. Hope its like this through the day and not short lived. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted January 29, 2015 Report Share Posted January 29, 2015 Glad you're feeling better and do hope it will last all day and even more. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 30, 2015 Author Report Share Posted January 30, 2015 Today is a anxious one. Again! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 30, 2015 Author Report Share Posted January 30, 2015 Today is a anxious one. Again! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted January 30, 2015 Report Share Posted January 30, 2015 Here's a good hug for you, my friend. Hope that the anxiety wears off soon. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 30, 2015 Author Report Share Posted January 30, 2015 Been running my pigs and playing flute to try distract my self from the anxiety. Its kinda worked. Got clasic f m on in the background to try help sooth me. I am doin all i can to not dwell on it but its really hard. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted January 30, 2015 Report Share Posted January 30, 2015 I'm pleased that you're fighting the fight, Maddy, even when it's so hard. Sending you kind encouragements. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 31, 2015 Author Report Share Posted January 31, 2015 thanks three moons. Lets hope today is a better day. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted January 31, 2015 Author Report Share Posted January 31, 2015 Today has been a nightmare cause of the bloody voices. I aint been able to do much other than cry inbitween flute practice. Whats wrong with me? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted February 1, 2015 Author Report Share Posted February 1, 2015 woke up to a freezing cold house today as my gas ran out. Meh! Not having a good start this morning am i Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted February 1, 2015 Report Share Posted February 1, 2015 Oh, not nice! Can you have new gas delivered soon? Be sure to wear warm clothes in the meanwhile, friend, I wouldn't like that you freeze. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted February 2, 2015 Author Report Share Posted February 2, 2015 got gas now so i all nice n warm. Feeling a bit less anxious today which makes a change. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted February 4, 2015 Author Report Share Posted February 4, 2015 Feeling really shit today. Had a shit nights sleep. Voices doin my head in. The less i sleep the more i hear the voices. So its a circle pattern cause it keeps goin round and round. anxious as hell. I dont like it one bit. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Threemoons Posted February 4, 2015 Report Share Posted February 4, 2015 Sending you soothing vibes, Maddy. Often I wish that ear plugs could quieten the voices but they don't truly come from our ears, do they? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
maddy harper Posted February 4, 2015 Author Report Share Posted February 4, 2015 Mine come from inside my head. Sometimes when i get really ill i hear external voices as well as my internal ones. The radio and upstairs tv talk to me as well when i am really ill. Thats when i get scared Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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