Song Posted June 9, 2004 Report Share Posted June 9, 2004 I find these songs to hit the nail on the head of BPD! The whole CD is fantastic!! 4. UNWELL By R. Thomas ALL DAY STARING AT THE CEILING MAKING FRIENDS WITH SHADOWS ON MY WALL ALL NIGHT I'M HEARING VOICES TELLING ME THAT I SHOULD GET SOME SLEEP BECAUSE TOMORROW MIGHT BE GOOD FOR SOMETHING HOLD ON I'M FEELING LIKE I'M HEADED FOR A BREAKDOWN I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M NOT CRAZY I'M JUST A LITTLE UNWELL I KNOW RIGHT NOW YOU CAN'T TELL BUT STAY AWHILE AND MAYBE THEN YOU'LL SEE A DIFFERENT SIDE OF ME I'M NOT CRAZY I'M JUST A LITTLE IMPAIRED I KNOW RIGHT NOW YOU DON'T CARE BUT SOON ENOUGH YOU'RE GONNA THINK OF ME AND HOW I USED TO BE SEE ME TALKING TO MYSELF IN PUBLIC AND DODGING GLANCES ON THE TRAIN I KNOW I KNOW THEY'VE ALL BEEN TALKING 'BOUT ME I CAN HEAR THEM WHISPER AND IT MAKES ME THINK THERE MUST BE SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME OUT OF ALL THE HOURS THINKING SOMEHOW I'VE LOST MY MIND (CHORUS) TALKING IN MY SLEEP PRETTY SOON THEY'LL COME TO GET ME THEY'LL BE TAKING ME AWAY 5. COLD By R. Thomas and M. Serletic I WILL DO WITHOUT THE SPACES IN BETWEEN IF YOU CAN TELL ME NOW WHAT IT MEANS TO BE YOU HAVE BEEN FOUND OUT I HAVE BEEN DECEIVED BY THE ONE THAT I NEED TELL ME WHY YOU GOTTA BE SO COLD HOW'D YOU GET SO HIGH WHY YOU KEEPING ME LOW YOU DON'T KNOW TELL ME HOW WE'RE GONNA MAKE IT LAST YOU'RE READY TO FLY I'M READY TO CRASH DON'T GO YOU WILL GO WITHOUT THE BETTER PART OF ME THERE WILL BE NO DOUBT WHAT THIS ALL COULD MEAN YOU WILL BE FOUND OUT I CAN NOT BELIEVE IN THE ONE THAT I NEED (CHORUS) TELL ME WHY YOU GOTTA BE SO COLD TELL ME ANYTHING ABOUT YOU I DON'T KNOW Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
buoyantcat Posted June 10, 2004 Report Share Posted June 10, 2004 Cool. What Matchbox album are those off of? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shiney35 Posted June 10, 2004 Report Share Posted June 10, 2004 is hearing voices part of bpd then? i didnt know that. shows how dippy i am. lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Song Posted June 10, 2004 Author Report Share Posted June 10, 2004 It's off their new one, More Than You Think You Are. No, hearing voices isn't part of BPD, not unless you count the negetive self talk that comes with it. I love all their music, I think the lead singer has psychological issues because he writes amazing songs about feelings, and the trouble you can get into with them. I also love Bent & Leave (Mad Season), Long Day & Push (Yourself Or Someone Like You); Push ~ She said I don't know if I've ever been good enough I'm a little bit rusty, and I think my head is caving in And I don't know if I've ever been really loved By a hand that's touched me, well I feel like something's Gonna give And I'm a little bit angry, well This ain't over, no not here, not while I still need you Around You don't owe me, we might change Yeah we just might feel good [chorus] I wanna push you around, I will, I will I wanna push you down, I will, I will I wanna take you for granted, I wanna take you for granted I will She said I don't know why you ever would lie to me Like I'm a little untrusting when I think that the truth is Gonna hurt ya And I don't know why you couldn't just stay with me You couldn't stand to be near me When my face don't seem to want to shine Cuz it's a little bit dirty well Don't just stand there, say nice things to me I've been cheated I've been wronged, and you You don't know me, I can't change I won't do anything at all [chorus] Oh but don't bowl me over Just wait a minute well it kinda fell apart, things get so Crazy, crazy Don't rush this baby, don't rush this baby [chorus] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
buoyantcat Posted June 11, 2004 Report Share Posted June 11, 2004 <i>More Than You Think You Are</i>. Okay. So, Song, I suppose you also enjoy music. Perhaps as much as me? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Song Posted June 11, 2004 Author Report Share Posted June 11, 2004 We all have our tastes and preferences when it comes to that. I kind of go through "phases" where I will get stuck on a particular band or type of music for awhile, but I am generally a rock chick, with a little bit of country on the side. I saw Creed and Incubus play live, they were fantastic! Right now I am also listening to George Canyon (he was on Nashville Star (US) ~ he won second place) He grew up in my hubs hometown! :D Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
buoyantcat Posted June 12, 2004 Report Share Posted June 12, 2004 Cool. I am generally a "rock chick" too. I also really like jazz. Rock and jazz. And, I like Creed and Incubus as well. I go through phases like that. I'm in a death metal phase right now...LOL. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
buoyantcat Posted June 12, 2004 Report Share Posted June 12, 2004 I listened to Matchbox 20's "Unwell". I think I have heard that song before...must be a single. Good stuff. B) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ragdoll Posted June 13, 2004 Report Share Posted June 13, 2004 Hearing voices can be part of bpd, any mental illness can be part of bpd. Borderline - meaning being on the borderline of either psychosis or neurosis. and many other of the mental illnesses. Sometimes in a psychotic episode people may hear a voice from outside their head to one side or many voices to either side of their head which they believe to be real. Many of us as bpd's know the voice/s we hear are not real unless having an episode such as the one mentioned and know it as the inner critic. i hope this makes sense. ;) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Song Posted June 13, 2004 Author Report Share Posted June 13, 2004 Yes, good point. The more I am learning about this disorder, I find that being a Borderline has some very specific characteristics, but also that other conditions can come along side it, such as depression, anxiety and even shizophrenia and delusions. The whole issue of stalking stems from that step across the line from neurosis into psychosis. The scary part of that, is that the Borderline can't even begin to see that his/her behavior is abnormal. It's like we have so much trouble recognising personal boundaries and limits of ourselves and others. I sometimes wonder why I take things to the most ultimate extremes, like overkill, when most people around me are like "ok, there is something wrong with you". I just don't see the point in doing things half way!LOL, Thus the impulsivity. I love MB 20's music, because all the songs just seem to speak to my heart, and there is always a hopeful side to it. That is what I need ~ hope!!! Bent ~ Mad Season, MB20 If I fall along the way Pick me up and dust me off And if I get too tired to make it Be my breath so I can walk If I need some other love Give me more than I can stand And when my smile gets old and faded Wait around I'll smile again Shouldn't be so complicated Just hold me and then Just hold me again Can you help me I'm bent I'm so scared that I'll never Get put back together You're breaking me in And this is how we will end With you and me bent If I couldn't sleep could you sleep Could you paint me better off Could you sympathize with my needs I know you think I need a lot I started out clean but I'm jaded Just phoning it in Just breaking the skin Can you help me I'm bent I'm so scared that I'll never Get put back together You're breaking me in And this is how we will end With you and me bent Start bending me It's never enough I feel all your pieces Start bending me Keep bending me until I'm completely broken in Shouldn't be so complicated Just touch me and then Just touch me again Can you help me I'm bent I'm so scared that I'll never Get put back together You're breaking me in And this is how we will end With you and me bent Can you help me I'm bent I'm so scared that I'll never Get put back together You're breaking me in And this is how we will end With you and me bent Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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