Some More Broken Verse

[FleeingFox]

ROSE PETAL SMILES

Lifetimes Could Never Heal These Wounds;

A Shadow Moves Across The Land, Could It Be;

Meshed Within Every Voice, Familiar Sounds;

So Much Time, Has Since Passed By, Still Here;

Trapped On This Spiteful World, No Hope Prevails;

Like A Wild Beast, Held Firm On A Short Leash;

Endless Nightmares, Sooner That Than This Living Hell;

Brutal Beatings, Broken Bones, Bruised Flesh;

Means Nothing, Done It All, Survived Every One;

Deep Inside, Such Devouring Emptiness;

Cruellest Torture To Endure, Abandoned Loneliness;

Ear Splitting Screams, Lashing Inside Pounding Head;

Take A Deep Breath, Known Perfume, Lingers Strong;

Reach Out Into The Dark, Almost Touching Skin;

Strain Hard Enough, Hear Faintest Breath;

Focus Eyes, ‘Til They Threaten To Rupture;

Matter Not, Which Direction, Figure Hints Presence;

Try With Every Last, Shed Of Strength, Holding On;

Want So Passionately, For Eyes To Meet Eyes Once More;

Still Waiting Loyally, With Open Arms, Offered Embrace;

Can It Be, Will Those Days Ever Return;

Does The Phoenix, Truly Ever Rise From Ashes;

Even To The Last Drop, This Blood Flows For Two;

Memories Of Joined History, Exhilarate Yet Cripple;

Step Forward From Shadows, Be As One;

Forced Smiles, Fragile As A Rose Petal, Withering;

Dwell Here In Sibling Solitude, Hardest Days...

[FleeingFox]

GAPING RIFT WITHIN

Words Are So Frail, Lack Flesh, No Sinew;

Dost Not The Sword, Cut All Asunder;

Struggle On, In The Darkness, Ever Despairing;

Enter The Realm Of Shadows, Angry Hearts;

Monsters Dwell Herein, No Faith Preserves;

Inner Demons, Rage And Yell, Not Safe Here;

Killing The Spirit Of The Child, Would Be Man;

Never Knowing, Reasons For Being So Estranged;

No Hope Remains, Existence, Futility;

Drawing Breath, Ignites Exhausted Chest;

Wanting, Needing, Yearning For Moments Rest;

Such Is This Bitter Land, No Place To Hide;

Just Want To Flee, This Raging, Savage Land;

Numbed To The Core, Pleading And Crying;

Reaching Out A Trembling Hand, Feels Nothing;

Hunted Like A Wild Beast, Relentlessly Stalked;

Deep Down Inside, Begging It All To End;

Pain And Sorrow, Ripping Gaping Rift Within;

So Hollow Inside, No Words To Subdue Fear;

Born To Bear Witness, To Human Horror Show;

Look At What The Child Has Become;

At One With Sufferance, At Odds With Love;

Too Slow, Came The Sanguine Flow;

Cut Deep, Down To The Bone, Sleepy Now;

Goodbye Wicked World, You Had Your Fun;

Now The Time To Sleep, Has Finally Come;

Jaw Splinters, Earth Impact, Loving Kiss...

[FleeingFox]

SIBLING PYRE

Scent Of Vomit, Thick And Heavy;

Bile Stomach, Wrenching, Splitting Skull;

Time Hurtling Past, Trembling Head To Toe;

Fingers Scrabbling, Seeking Elusive Objective;

Teeth Grating Creak, Light Floods Shadow;

Eyes Furiously Attempt Focus, Wasted Effort;

Crystal Rainbows, Tilting, Liquid Fire Slides Down;

Growled Grunts, Hackles Rise Abruptly;

Procrastination Comes To An End, Not Ready;

One Foot Presses Concrete, Sunlight Blinds;

Terrified To View The Black Monster, Falters;

Strong Arm Grips Limp Elbow, Eased Forward;

Thoughts Spiralling Out Of Control, Closer;

Muscles Screaming Frantic Objections, Closer;

Every Motion, Swimming Dolphins, On Dry Land;

Something Stirs, Deep Down Inside, Closer Still;

Palpitating Heart, Lodges Hard In The Throat;

Draw Breath, Chest Of White Hot Razors;

Mouth Dry-raw, Tongue Sticks To Pallet;

One More Step, Thronging Crowd Awaits;

Such A Pathetic Spectacle, Snot Dripping Nose;

Comes To Raising Head, Look Upon Destination;

Erupts Into Hysterical Sobs, Collapse Painfully;

Silent Words Hiss, Between Pitiful Wails;

Black Shiny Box, Soon To Be Ashes, Flesh No More;

Commotion All Around, Bodies Move In Slow Motion;

Last And Final Day, Sole Desire, Share The Funeral Pyre...

[Swan]

(((((((((((Fox)))))))))))

I tried to read this but I can't - I'm to raw from the Rape debate and the memories it's brought up. But I'm glad you are getting something out in writing, it is a healthy process even if it takes time before you start to feel better.

[FleeingFox]

CONFORM

Sometimes,

The Most Agonised Screams,

Are Deafeningly Silent,

Only The Solitude,

And The Night,

Permit Thy Fright;

Flying,

Crashing,

Screeching And Thundering,

Through Blackest Night,

The Void,

Ever Expanding,

All Consuming;

Hand Smashing Down,

Frenzied Frustration,

Blood Boils,

In The Veins,

Rolling,

Crashing and Pounding,

In This Frail Head;

Fearful White Line,

Flashes By,

As Tightening Fingers,

About The Throat,

Racing On,

A Bat Out Of Hell;

Screaming Heart,

Tear Asunder,

Silent Screams,

Are All To Be Heard,

Here Comes That Thunder;

Never Knowing,

Which Way To Head Out,

Sudden Surging,

Rush Of Power,

Mind Numbing;

Left Behind,

Faint Rumbling Echoes,

Lingering Upon The Air,

Heavy Scent,

Bare Just Denied,

Heart Flutters,

Quavers Yay Shivers;

Bolt Of Lightning Blue,

Left Gazing,

Wondering,

Echoes Fade Achingly,

Into Silence,

Only Emptiness;

Once More,

Into Abyssal Unknown,

Words,

Left unspoken,

Thoughts,

Ne'er Shared,

Emotions Weakened,

Aching;

Curio's,

This World,

A Myriad Of,

Complexity,

Conformity,

Taught Control,

De-shackle,

Fly Free...

[FleeingFox]

EMPTY AS FULL

Strain To Hear,

Raging Lion,

Roar Its Roar;

Deny,

Sense Of Loss,

In Caged Heart;

Ignore No More,

Sights Beyond Thought;

Shadow Play,

No Longer,

Hold Reins Fast;

Talk Long,

Talk Fast,

Whisper Hard,

Ne'er Listen;

Crystal Tear,

Shattered,

Cold Stone Heart;

Flowing Freely,

From Thy Soul,

Knownst Death;

Keeps Dire Loss,

Within Soured Confines;

Releasing Roar,

As Beast Doth Slumber;

Tick Tock,

Tick Tock,

Painfully Come,

Silent Times;

Heart Colder,

Spirit Blacker,

Denied No More;

Thy Shell,

But A Vessel,

Yet Ever,

Empty As Fullness;

Hard Choices,

Ever Require,

Soft Attentiveness;

How Long,

Must Lost Children,

Be Blinded;

Take One,

Final Breath,

We Know,

Our Fate,

Pain...

[FleeingFox]

WAKE ME, I BEG OF YOU

Sinner,

That Is The Name,

Branded This Heart;

Vile And Disgusting,

Defiled By Vile Desire;

Possessed By Blackest Lust,

Till This Body Is Set Aflame;

Deeper And Deeper,

Slicing Through To The Bone;

Been Touched By The Devil,

Evil Now Beyond Doubt;

Every Night,

Come Into This Dark,

Twisting Those Dreams;

Devoured Will,

Until Collapsed,

Into Putrid Decay;

Without Warning,

Enemy Arrives,

Begging And Pleading;

Carnal Desire Arousal,

With Sickest Intent,

Enemy Comes Again;

Unable To Resist,

Infantile Punity,

Sole Access Strength;

Please,

No,

No,

No,

Please God No,

Nooooooo;

Without Hesitation,

Unleashing Crushing Rage;

There Is Nowhere,

Ne'er Able To Hide,

Screams So Silent;

White Hot Frenzy,

Enemy Slashed,

Enemy Gashed,

Spirit Dies,

Another Death;

Striking Out,

Evil Indifference,

Dignity Gone;

Listen,

Emptiness Of Night,

Can You Hear Those Cries;

Fate Stands Before Me,

Whipping Hard,

Construct Buckles Again;

Is There To Be,

No Salvation,

These Dreams So Real;

Slipping Into,

Abyssal Pit Of Sleep,

Defenceless,

So Sleepy;

Eyes Burn Like Fire,

Muscles Beg For Rest,

No,

No,

No;

Ne'er Escape,

Mind's Greatest Foe;

This Body,

Covered,

With Your Tender Kisses;

This Frame,

So Weak,

So Fragile,

Your Love So Deep;

Staring Up,

Into The Night,

Drift And Sway,

Limp;

Ne'er Escape,

Hated Enemy,

Delivered Unto Pain;

Every Ounce,

Of Energy Drained,

Fall Into Eternal Rest;

Day Or Night,

Amount This Child,

Yet To Nothing,

Have Now Become,

The Bad Dream;

No,

No,

No,

Please No;

It Can Ne'er Be True,

Wake Me Up,

I Beg Of You...

[FleeingFox]

LONELY CONTORTION

I Search,

This Desolate,

Horror Show;

My Mind,

A Myriad,

Of Confusion And Sorrow;

Within My Own Mind,

I Know Innocence;

You Choose,

To Loathe And Despise,

All That I Am;

I Do Not Understand,

The Pain,

You Grant Me;

Am I Truly,

So Disgusting,

I Know I Am;

You Call,

Such Hideous Crimes,

My Passion;

Never Knowing,

Truth From Lies,

Is Your Desire;

Crimson Lakes,

Flow From My Heart,

Still You Loathe;

Tears,

Of Holy Sorrow,

Upon My Grave;

Please No,

It Is Not Me In Here,

No,

Please;

Darkness,

Is My Only Friend,

In Deaths Embrace;

Take Me From This,

Agonised Crib,

I Cannot Rest;

Muscles Contort,

In Frenzied,

Gleeful Cheer;

Why Do You,

Hate Me So,

What Am I Now;

Inside All,

The Monster Roars,

Its Final Song;

Please,

Do Not Leave Me,

Not Here,

No,

Please;

It Is So Cold Here,

There Is No Sound,

Or Light;

Being Alone,

Is No Escape,

Do Not Leave Me,

Please...

[FleeingFox]

FUCKING TAKE IT

My Pain,

Your Pleasure,

My Screams,

Your Laughter;

Take My Flesh,

Strip It,

From My Bones,

Feast On Me;

Your Hate,

Runs So Deep,

Black,

Cold As Ice;

Wails Of Infant Sorrow,

My Mind Is Fragmented;

The Weakness In My Heart,

Drowns Me In Foul Sorrow;

Behind My Back,

You Sharpen Knives,

Crucified;

Sorrow Runs,

Through My Veins,

Burns Like Fire;

The Cause Of My,

Living Horror Show,

Never Ends;

I Am Drowning,

In Your Vicious Mockery,

Tears Burn;

Each Day That Passes,

I Weaken And Buckle;

Take A Deep Breath,

You Can Taste My Fear;

You Bide Your Time,

You Seal My Fate,

I Weep;

Idolised,

Your Fake Passion,

For My Deep Wounds;

Blessed By God,

Your Cruellest Weapon,

My Stigmata;

Forging My Will,

I Can See Your Arena,

It Is Deafening;

I Cannot Fight,

The Only Thing,

That Will Make Me Fall;

Exist In Misery,

Your Hate,

All At Once,

Begins To Rage;

My Blood,

Sweat And Tears,

Fall Upon The Ground;

You Want,

To Take It All,

Have It,

Fucking Take It;

Victory Over Me,

Is One Thing,

You Will Never Have,

Never;

I Stand,

I Fall,

Try As Hard,

As You Might,

I Take It All;

Lies,

Lies,

Lies,

You Will Never Get,

To See My Heart;

Betrayal,

The Only Gift You Offer,

Reap What You Sow;

The Deeper You Cut Me,

The More Of You,

Gets Revealed;

You Are A Parasite,

Upon My Blood,

I Will Break Your Grip;

The Mirror,

Reflects Your Truth,

You Are No Innocent...

[FleeingFox]

I LOST AFTER ALL

Have You Ever, Felt Love For Life, I Know Not;

Take These Chains Off Me, Let Me Go Free, Into Rest;

Just One Final Wound, That Is All That I Need;

I Know You Hate Me Breathing, My Lust For Peace;

Hatred, Is All You Know, Castrate The Beast Now;

Beauty Is Masked, Deep Within My Horror;

Twisted And Contorting, In Darkest Sorrow, Bleed;

Her Kiss, It Bites So Deep, Slash And Gash, One More Time;

All The Tears I Have Shed, Are Drowning Me;

Never Ending, Sacrifice, I Am, The Lamb Of God;

My Broken Body, Aches More, With Each New Day;

One More Slice, I Promise Not To Weep, Rescue Me;

Take Me Away, From All This Pain, Coward You Say;

Believe Me, Just One More Thud, And It Is All Over;

Wake Up, You Sleeping Hounds Of Hell, Bite Deeper;

The Grave Beckons, That Cold And Tight, Earth Embrace;

Infant Wails, Fill The Night Air, No-One Hears Them;

My Tiny, Little Child Heart, Was Broken, I Am Alone;

Constantly Beaten, To The Brink, Shattered Dreams;

No-One Knows, The Hell, I Have Known, Never Leaves Me;

Why Would The World, Take Away, Such Pain In Me;

My Eyes, See All, My Ears, Heard Every Bitter Word;

So Cold In Here, The Darkness, Is A Myriad Of Colour;

Come, Take My Hand, Walk With Me, Before It Is Too Late;

One More Crimson Tear, Splashes Upon The Ground;

Limply I Fall, I Lost After All, My Searching, Is Over...

[FleeingFox]

FIRE IS FIRE

Sought Protection, From This World Of Horrors;

Tried To Hide In Darkness, To Escape Savage Monsters;

Yearned To Be Able, To Close Weary Eyes;

Fearlessly Stood Toe To Toe, With Brutal Adversaries;

Beaten Down, Time And Time Again, Still Arose To Stand;

Refused To Obey Commands, Despised Ancient Doctrines;

Spat Venomously At Authority, Paid For Insolence;

Endured Unbearable Agony, Of Using Broken Bones;

Outwitted One And All, Who Would Begift Destruction;

Denied Demands To Submit, Absorbed All Their Hate;

Looked Into The Eyes Of The Abuser, Such Is True Nature;

Cannot Escape What Is Inside, A Man Is The Man He Is;

A Stone Is A Stone, Water Is Water, Fire Is Fire;

Threats Of Torture, Meaningless Lip Flapping;

Such Atrocities, Have Already Been Dealt, Stand In Line;

For A Thousand Tears, Can Never Extinguish This Flame;

Nothing New Can Be Inflicted, Even Death Is Tasted;

Put A Hand Upon This Flesh, It Will Be Gnawed Upon;

Dare To Strike This Body, Better Make It Good;

Within One And All, Exists A Duality;

Too Late To Change, What Has Come To Pass;

One Moment, Curl Up And Die, Next, Kill Everyone;

Maniac Is Heard Upon The Wind, Not Even Close;

Sorrow And Pain, The Furnace From Whence Forged;

Pity This Scruffy Child, Go Fuck Yourself...

[FleeingFox]

ANGELIC KISS

Chilled To The Bone, By Warming Love;

Filled And Nourished, By Empty Words;

Fearful Of, The Laughter Of Angels;

Excited, The Absence Of Substance;

Daunted And Haunted, By Merry Days;

Taste The Sour, Scent Of The Red Rose;

Feel Tender Angelic Kiss, Of The Silver Glint;

Held And Protected, In A Crimson Tide;

Listen Eagerly, To The Silence, Of Tomorrow;

Yearn, For The Chill, Of The Flowing Constant;

Deeper, Deeper, Deeper To The White;

Scarlet Runs, For The Tale Of The Bite;

Glint, Slash, Flash, Gash, Tear And Repair;

Feel The Night, Coming Over And Under;

Soon, My Sweetest Love, Soon, My Beloved Of Passion;

Isolated, In The Chaos, Lost In Crystal Myriads...