budgie Posted September 22, 2004 Report Share Posted September 22, 2004 Making musings on BPD for my 300th post. Yes, yes, I have BPD. Dx 1999. Sure it has been difficult. It still is. Hard. Especially night times. Especially down times. I would say, it s being managed...the best since dx. With medications, sharing, BPDworld, friends, family and all The most important of which, is ME.... (which IS the problem in the 1st place!) But never underestimate...crashes are no fun at all. Taking control of my emotions, trying to surpress or express them, Reconciliation with past abuse, pains, sorrows, abandoment Keeping the lid on suicidal thoughts Reighing in the sense of hopelessness, meaninglessness of living Stopping the spiralling effects of depression, depressive thoughts Capping away the WHYs and moving on, living each moment As torturous as it is, is all part and parcel of my daily affairs. I wish all the best. Depression needs no company. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tory Posted September 22, 2004 Report Share Posted September 22, 2004 Interesting musing Budgie! Glad ur doing well and crashes are really scarey. Living each moment sounds great. Take care and congratulations on ur 300th post!! Hope ur feeling better! Tory Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
budgie Posted September 22, 2004 Author Report Share Posted September 22, 2004 Thanks Tory! *BOWS* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
fairytales817 Posted September 22, 2004 Report Share Posted September 22, 2004 :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Daisy Posted October 2, 2004 Report Share Posted October 2, 2004 300 post is an achivement...so CLAPS for that! I think as a typical BPD myself I have learnt that we dont give ourselves credit for much. SO your doing well. Crashes are BAD! Im with you thier....I hope you can coninue along the Path to staying awway from bad crashes!!! :-) 4 U Katy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
budgie Posted October 2, 2004 Author Report Share Posted October 2, 2004 Thank u Katy :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
summer Posted October 2, 2004 Report Share Posted October 2, 2004 Budgie....Congratulations on your #300 posting....... you sure have helped me with your postings......you have helped me when I was down and I appreciate that...you're the BEST!!! HUGS!!!!!!!!!! thanks Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
summer Posted October 2, 2004 Report Share Posted October 2, 2004 wait..you are way past 300 now....lol......Congratulations on 400something....lol........ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
budgie Posted October 2, 2004 Author Report Share Posted October 2, 2004 (((((((((summer))))))))))))))))))) ^_^ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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