velouria Posted October 3, 2004 Report Share Posted October 3, 2004 Hey everyone. I'm new here today. I'm a 24 year old female. I have had bpd and bulimia for over half of my life, but up until recently i have refused treatment, and therefore, diagnosis. I have been married for six years, i have three kids and i live in Delaware right now. i am finding it difficult to get through the confusion of my diagnosis and because of this, my mind has been circling around certain concluisions that seem ridiculous and perfectly acceptable at the same time. silly, huh? my sister has bpd and anorexia-she and i call people like us "the invisibles" because we think that maybe people like us were born soulless. i don't mean to offend anybody, for sure! but this is one of the things i'm dealing with right now. do i have a soul? does my life even matter at all? do all roads leads to suicide? thanks for listening. i hope i can gain friends and different perspectives here. this place is great. :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
em Posted October 3, 2004 Report Share Posted October 3, 2004 HI AND WELCOME TO BPDWORLD Tc Em xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jo Posted October 3, 2004 Report Share Posted October 3, 2004 Hi velouria! Welcome to the site you dont seem silly! i find lots of things confusing! hope you find the support you need and make loads of friends take care, jo xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
summer Posted October 3, 2004 Report Share Posted October 3, 2004 Welcome to BPD World!!!!! Glad you found us......chat with ya soon......hugssssssssss! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
twilight Posted October 4, 2004 Report Share Posted October 4, 2004 Hi, welcome!! Glad you found the site, hope it helps you. Hugs xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Angela Posted October 4, 2004 Report Share Posted October 4, 2004 Hello :blink: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
verbena Posted October 4, 2004 Report Share Posted October 4, 2004 Veloria, I read your life story - "so i attatched myself to him like a leech (imagine that-me? never! haha) and we were married two months later" Sounds alarmingly familiar - I find that I still, at 47, attach myself like a leech to anyone who shows any interest in me. And I have a very nice husband, and friends, but I would leave them in a minute(and sometimes do) to go with a new interest, whether a man or a woman. Do you see this in yourself? Does anyone? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
velouria Posted October 4, 2004 Author Report Share Posted October 4, 2004 absolutely. that is exactly how i am. it's sickening, really. lol- for me, anyway. how i want to branch out to experience new people and still cling the "security" of a man who loves me dearly and who i continue to hurt. i must me the spawn of satan, huh? :blink: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
verbena Posted October 4, 2004 Report Share Posted October 4, 2004 If so, then at least your aren't alone...... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tory Posted October 4, 2004 Report Share Posted October 4, 2004 Hi, Welcome, hope u like it here. And i am sure neither of u are spawn of satan! Take care Tory Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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