ani79 Posted June 28, 2006 Report Share Posted June 28, 2006 Hello everybodyI recently found out that I have BPD, although I was told years ago, but I didn't believe it. I am in a German forum just like that but I wondered if there are people that have BPD here as well (silly question). Anyway I am 26, female and live since August last year in Scotland. My worst experience having BPD is the depersonalization feeling. I feel like a walking ghost when I have this. But I always throught I go mad and nobody else has this, that's why I got depression as well. And also I am very jealous. Sometimes I think the best way to live is as a single. I would love if somebody replies to me. Maybe even from Scotland. ani Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pip Posted June 28, 2006 Report Share Posted June 28, 2006 Hi AniI am in scotland!!!!!!!!!!!I also have BPD.I live near St Andrews - are you close?Welcome to the site - it is a lifesaver(thank you Josh)Pipx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jai Posted June 28, 2006 Report Share Posted June 28, 2006 Hi Anighostlike jealousy...yah i get that, well the jealousy part drives me nuts, its not like its me driving it.....welcome honjiax Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ani79 Posted June 28, 2006 Author Report Share Posted June 28, 2006 Hi pip and jayThanx for your quick replys. St Andrews? Don't know if that's near Aberdeen How old are you? xJay, jealousy also drives me nuts. And I always feel I have to look at his eys if he is looking at someone else and if so, I get really angry and sad. It is as if something tears my heart out my chest.A wee hug to you 2 :D Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
orangesoup Posted June 28, 2006 Report Share Posted June 28, 2006 Hi and Ani.Hope you find it helpfull here. :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Vorpalblade Posted June 28, 2006 Report Share Posted June 28, 2006 Hallo und wilkommen, we have a german girl in the forums whose boyfriend lives in Scotland, maybe look out for her..SueBrideheadI hope you settle in well hereTschusBlade Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
poodle Posted June 28, 2006 Report Share Posted June 28, 2006 Herzlichen Willkommen Ani, I really hope you like it here. Everyone is really nice. Poodlexx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Barebones Posted June 28, 2006 Report Share Posted June 28, 2006 welcome ani i live in aberdeen :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ani79 Posted June 28, 2006 Author Report Share Posted June 28, 2006 Hey wow, danke schoen for your replys.I feel somehow really safe here. Barebones, I can't believe you live in Aberdeen as well. Tschuess :rolleyes: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leslie Posted June 28, 2006 Report Share Posted June 28, 2006 Welcome Ani, I'm not close but I'll be happy to help doing my best. Everybody here is nice and feel free to share everything you want.Take care,Leslie Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Barebones Posted June 28, 2006 Report Share Posted June 28, 2006 yup in aberdeen take it easy im sure you find support here aswell Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Louiza Posted June 28, 2006 Report Share Posted June 28, 2006 Hi and Ani! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
everhopeful Posted June 28, 2006 Report Share Posted June 28, 2006 Welcome Ani :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tinkerbell Posted June 28, 2006 Report Share Posted June 28, 2006 Wilkommen Ani!I'm new here too, but have already been made to feel very welcome, hope you do too...x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dolphin Posted June 28, 2006 Report Share Posted June 28, 2006 hello and welcome Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
drew Posted June 28, 2006 Report Share Posted June 28, 2006 hey hope this place helps u Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Junia Posted June 28, 2006 Report Share Posted June 28, 2006 Hi Ani :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
samsung Posted June 29, 2006 Report Share Posted June 29, 2006 Welcome hunHope you find all the care you need here..special hugsRachel Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Miko Posted July 8, 2006 Report Share Posted July 8, 2006 Eye contact is overrated, use peripheral vision more, it's very restful for both persons!And I always feel I have to look at his eys if he is looking at someone else and if so, I get really angry and sad. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eva* Posted July 9, 2006 Report Share Posted July 9, 2006 She seems to be gone again Wanted to say hi.Ich bin die andere Deutsche mit dem schottischen Freund Leider leb' ich noch nicht in Schottland, aber vielleicht/hoffentlich zieh' ich nächsten Sommer hin Vielleicht kommst du ja doch noch mal zurück, ist ein tolles Forum hier mit supernetten Leuten.Alles LiebeEva Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ani79 Posted July 11, 2006 Author Report Share Posted July 11, 2006 Hi evaIm not away yet, no. I didn't know you are really German. Cool. Where is your boyfriend from? And where do you live in Germany? Im from Halle near Leipzig. Hope to hear from you again. Cheers Ani Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Vorpalblade Posted July 11, 2006 Report Share Posted July 11, 2006 ja, wir sind sehr netten Leuten ;) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eva* Posted July 11, 2006 Report Share Posted July 11, 2006 Hi Ani!Nice to see you're still here. I'm from Munich and my boyfriend lives in Falkirk and commutes to Edinburgh. I'll be over again in...let's see... 16 days! (Yay! Not too long to go!)Unless I go crazy and book an earlier flight yet Hopefully you'll find some support here.Alles LiebeEva Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ani79 Posted July 11, 2006 Author Report Share Posted July 11, 2006 Eva, just to let you know if you're back in Scotland you will always be welcome at our hoose and also your boyfriend. Take care ani Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eva* Posted July 11, 2006 Report Share Posted July 11, 2006 Cool, haven't seen Aberdeen yet I'm not sure if I can invite you to my bf's parents house Eva Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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