abbynormal Posted July 12, 2006 Report Share Posted July 12, 2006 I had a bad night last night. I guess i am on parole here and that is ok. I wrote letters to lots of people saying goodbye but Sara ( my ISH) was able to reach out for help. I can't say that I feel better today but I am willing to keep plodding along. Any way this is my goodbye here but not the suicide kind. Just moving on to where I feel I can get my needs met without hurting others. Abby (But I did manage to do over the 300 posts so I should go out in blue!!! :wub: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Faerielight Posted July 14, 2006 Report Share Posted July 14, 2006 sorry to hear that you re going.. take good care of yourself love ivy x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eva* Posted July 14, 2006 Report Share Posted July 14, 2006 If you think it's best for you than you have to protect yourself. I hope you don't think you're not wanted here anymore.Best of luck for your future, you're a very strong woman.HugsEva Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pip Posted July 14, 2006 Report Share Posted July 14, 2006 Abby please don't goPleasePipxIf you do go please tell me where.I was lying in the sun today thinking of you and your neice in your car with the roof down and it raining - it made me feel good.I am here for you Abby - Promise Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
abbynormal Posted July 14, 2006 Author Report Share Posted July 14, 2006 Well that was written days ago.... when noone could read it. Maybe it was meant to be. Yes i am strong, sometimes overbearing. Abby Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eva* Posted July 14, 2006 Report Share Posted July 14, 2006 Then we'll just forget about it and you'll stay :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pip Posted July 14, 2006 Report Share Posted July 14, 2006 Abbywe are connectedwe posted at the same time!!!Please tell me your plansPipx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
jai Posted July 14, 2006 Report Share Posted July 14, 2006 ((((((Abby)))))glad you are still here, i am too!! take care hon and keep postinglovejaix Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pip Posted July 14, 2006 Report Share Posted July 14, 2006 AbbyPlease don't go anywherePipsx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Betsy Posted July 15, 2006 Report Share Posted July 15, 2006 abby..there a lot of us here that are strong and overbearing (now everyone stop looking at me!) and if they all left it would be empty.stay bets Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
abbynormal Posted July 15, 2006 Author Report Share Posted July 15, 2006 Betsy,That was sweet. You have no idea what that means to me.Abby Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Betsy Posted July 15, 2006 Report Share Posted July 15, 2006 maybe i do abby... you know i hurt toobets Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
abbynormal Posted July 15, 2006 Author Report Share Posted July 15, 2006 BetsI hope you read my olive branch post. It was mostly for you and for Josh. I don't mean to hurt people and I don't think my alters do either. LIfe is hard for all of us. Please accept my deepest apology for any pain I may have caused. Period. I won't caveat that with an excuse. Abby Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tabitha Posted July 15, 2006 Report Share Posted July 15, 2006 Abby please don't go its Tabi, i've not bin about much this week and somewhat confused by all the conflict that is going on, but i really want to get to know all of you and what contact we've had has been helpful. i know that sometimes its tough when people are hurt, but you made your repairs and i honestly think by people keep blaming themselves, moving, leaving, they are avoiding the very issue that we struggle with that is Staying in one place' and dealing with the feelings. Why should you go? If you move it does the very thing that we do 'Split, disconnect, move on, re invent a new part' or take Abbey somewhere else because Sara has leaked out and caused abbey a problem. i ACCEPT all of you and all of you needs to stay and be accepted so that you can understand why the splits happen, this could be a good way to learn, if what you always do is go, and hide when a part that feels unacceptable leaks out , why not do the opposite and stay and see that you can be accepted for all of you. oh god i'm pissing myself off, but actually challeging what i do aswell. i'm gonna shut up because the long and short of it is i want you to stay please don't go and i'll get ikle to fly you a rainbow when she's next back. luv n hugs Tabi Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
abbynormal Posted July 16, 2006 Author Report Share Posted July 16, 2006 Tabi,I will always be here for you. YOu know how to get a hold of meAbby Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Martin Posted July 16, 2006 Report Share Posted July 16, 2006 So, have u decided to stay abby? Good! the place wouldn't be the same without you,Take care.Spliffy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
abbynormal Posted July 16, 2006 Author Report Share Posted July 16, 2006 SpliffyI would miss being shot at by you.. it keeps me on my toes Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Betsy Posted July 16, 2006 Report Share Posted July 16, 2006 abby... quick get off your toes and hit the floor or you'll get shot! lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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