Something I Wrote

[Daisy]

**POSS TRIG**

*i wrote this Poem a while ago, it is a possible trigger so please read carefully, I pour my emotions into my poems and i dont share them too often so I hope this is ok to share*

tx katy

You Only See Them In A Dream

My soul has been captured,

My fear rises from deep inside.

I am scared,

I am frightened,

frightened of that pit I hold deep inside.

Tonight will be the last,

they will have all they wanted.

They will come,

they will win,

they will have my soul.

Deep down I want to fight them,

deep down I can some how.

They riddle my body with madness

They riddle my soul with thier evil deep down from inside.

They scream

sounds comming from all around

I sit thier silent,

shaking

I can hear them

they are comming

comming right now.

I see there deadly faces,

I feel there deadly touch,

I smell there deadly scent,

now I know i've had too much.

You only see them in a dream,

I must live with them every day.

I cry in fear,

I cry in dismay,

Please dear lord take them from me

take them far away.

Tonight will be the last,

I will be alone

I will be silent

I will be nulled

I can hear them say.

They will have my soul

they will re-joice in chears

deep down I want to win

yet I am consumed by all my fears.

Please let them take me,

let them take all that I am.

You see them in a dream

I wake and see them again.

I can not sleep,

I can not be silenced,

for I am so scared

so scared of thier terror,

thier rage

there pent up violence

they leash when deep inside.

You see them in a dream,

I live them each day.

Katy © -

[souldecay]

hi katy,

ur poems r excellant!!!!!! ur emotions, thoughts r captured in ink so real so hypnotising, so unpretentous. !!! i hav never been able to capture this same feeling so vividly as u. wht u feel is exactly how i feel. it seems now tht i hav a twin! but katy ... hav u read the book - I hate you, Dont leave me? its an excellant book tht will answer all ur confusions abt the way ur feeling described here. i just bought this book n it's really helping, believe me. meantime uve done a really good job wth ur words so much so tht im now ashamed to post mine:)

i am feeling fr n wth u katy. ur not alone. we're all in this together. i cant write another poem as good as urs but i hope this help:) I REALLY WANT TO HELP.

My soul has been captured TOO,

My fear rises from deep inside.

I am ALSO scared,

I am frightened,

frightened of THE SAME pit I hold deep inside.

BUT Tonight will NOT be the last,

they will NOT have all they want.

They will come,

they will LOSE,

they will NOT have my soul!!!

Deep down I want to fight them,

deep down I CAN some how.

They riddle my body with madness BUT

I SHOWER my soul with LOVE deep down from inside.

They scream

sounds comming from all around

I REBUKE THEM TO SILENCE,

(((((((WE REBUKE THOSE FUCKERS WITH YOU))))))))

I WILL GATHER STRENGHT

STRENGHT FROM EVERY BPD'S LOVE

WHEN I hear them

ON THIS SITE!

I WILL OVERCOME thOSE deadly faces,

I WILL NOT FEAR THOSE deadly touch,

I smell ONLY THE scent OF FLOWERS,

FLOWERS GIVEN TO ME BY MY FELLOW BPD'S

now I know I HAVE FRIENDS.

You only see them HERE,

I must live with them every day.

THANK YOU dear lord FOR DIRECTING ME HERE

WHERE I'LL BE far away.

((((((FROM ALL THOSE BEASTS))))))

I WONT be alone!

I WONT be silent!

I WONT be nulled!

I can HEAR ME say!!!!

((((((I will have my soul))))))

I will re-joice in chears!!!

deep down I want to win

AND I WONT BE consumed by all my fears!!!!

THEY WONT take me,

I AM all that I am.

I WONT SEE them in a dream

I wake and see ONLY SUNSHINE.

AND I'LL RIDE IT'S RAYS LIKE THE YOUNG GOD I AM!:)

[lostsoul]

i have tears running down my face because that response was so beautiful.

so beautiful.