budgie Posted June 21, 2004 Report Share Posted June 21, 2004 It came upon you Overcame, overwhelmed Closes up. Nothingness, Void. Meaningless. Devoid. Night follows night, It never dawns, no, not in the heart. Reality passes, shadowlike, surrealistic. Each breathe, torturous. Existence, at best, a perfunctionary cruising At worst, you walk the edge, medication supporting you Trying hard not to fall over, not to fall beyond. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ragdoll Posted June 21, 2004 Report Share Posted June 21, 2004 Your words are very strong and very powerful budgie. You have a great gift and talant and its great that you have the ability to put your thoughts and feelings out of your mind. "each breath tortorous" is so meaningful to me in more ways than anyone here can imagine. I know what you are meaning, but do you know what i am meaning. I feel like i walk the edge most days, a very fine edge but some days that fine line gets a little wider and i mange sometimes to balance nicely for a short time and that stability, even if it last for a few moments gives me a little glimmer of hope. Even though most of the time my heart also feels so damn dark aswell. It will get brighter and the night will turn into day eventually, it just takes time, persistance, patience and more time. But it will happen. Do take care mate. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
budgie Posted June 22, 2004 Author Report Share Posted June 22, 2004 Ragdoll I appreciate your comments. I do know what you are saying too. *Smile. Thank you, and you, take care. Bud Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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