New Poem...

[WishfulMoonAngel]

wish I wouldn't dwell on things that I'll never have.....but at least it got me writing again.....

"never alone"

I lay on my bed and think of you

I know you don't really care

but I just can't help myself

I'm hopeless without someone

hopeless without you and me

I just want to know, just need to

at first, if only that one time

did you care for me that way?

did you need me as I need you?

or was it really just some joke?

I'm hopeless, I've tried so hard

I'm hopeless without someone

me? I'll never take care of myself

I can't! why am I the only one?

I can't be alone, please don't go!

I'm staring at the ceiling again

what do these people want now?

I'm doing the best I can, I swear

I'm hopeless without someone

hopeless with you and me

what do you need from me?

what do you want from me?

I'll give you all I got left

the little pieces left over

few pieces survived the war

I'm hopeless, I've tried so hard

I'm hopeless without someone

me? I'll never take care of myself

I can't! why am I the only one?

I can't be alone, please don't go!

waiting for the last few moments

I pray for a change in the wind

I'll never face this alone, I swear

I'm hopeless without someone

hopeless without you and me

I can't win, it's just not in me now

this war is over, I'm tired and weak

why can't you let those pieces alone?

let me be broken, I don't want this

let me be, I don't wanna be whole

I'm hopeless, I've tried so hard

I'm hopeless without someone

me? I'll never be all by myself

please, don't walk away from me!

I may sound greedy, but please

[Betsy]

wishful.. a beautiful poem as usual for you... you are very talented.

But... things are not hopeless, there is hope for you, you can change and not have to see your very exsistence relected in someone else (or lack of someone). it takes time and work and pain (gosh doesnt that make you want to sign up for the job!) but in the end you will like the person that you are.

(((((((( hugs ))))))

bets