Daisy Posted December 16, 2004 Report Share Posted December 16, 2004 do u ever just want to scream? to run away from it all and wish that it never happened, u never got sick, i never got a diagnosis, never felt depressed...just NEVER EVER EVER...all the turn back the clock things. Just scream................... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Betsy Posted December 16, 2004 Report Share Posted December 16, 2004 yes........ then i go for a drive in my car and roll up all the windows and scream at the top of my lungs until i am hoarse. doesnt help much... i am still just as crazy at the end bets Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Katherine Posted December 16, 2004 Report Share Posted December 16, 2004 i felt like screaming last night too... (group scream anyone???) lorna Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tracey Posted December 16, 2004 Report Share Posted December 16, 2004 often feel like screaming! but would upset the neighbours. I waish none of those things from my past had happened or at least to have my m*m*r**s erased!!! take care Traceyxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bored-a-line Posted December 19, 2004 Report Share Posted December 19, 2004 yep screaming is just about all my conscious mind can think to do a lot of times. recently i have been imagining the sounds my soul would make if it could. lots of screamming, lots of wah wah pedals Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lauren Posted December 20, 2004 Report Share Posted December 20, 2004 Yep Daisy, I used to feel that way a lot. My past? Sure I wish it had been different. Starting some form of recovery? Yes theres times I wish I had been ignorant to anything being wrong. Just kept on blaming others and things out of my control for the way I feel/felt. But I have a lot more power now. Sometimes sadly it has to hurt more before it starts to get better. ((((Daisy)))) hang in there im really proud of you sweets. L xxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
verbena Posted December 20, 2004 Report Share Posted December 20, 2004 Yes, I think that the best 10 or so years of my life where between 93 and 2003 when I was unaware but coping if that makes sense. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lostsoul Posted December 20, 2004 Report Share Posted December 20, 2004 i have screamed myself to madness i have screamed myself to the end of relationships i have screamed until ears close on it i have screamed until i thought i was exorcised i have screamed and lost myself in the sound of pain i have screamed and no-one has heard me i have screamed and known i was mad i have screamed and smacked my head into the wall and then laughed madly, cos im so insane lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Alexa Posted December 20, 2004 Report Share Posted December 20, 2004 me too! I'm always screaming then loosing my voice. Like Bets said, always feel just as shit at the end but it kind of relieves tension. I'm up for a group scream Lorna!!! xxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Katherine Posted December 20, 2004 Report Share Posted December 20, 2004 I find it hard to scream tho I need to but could probably do it if others joined in... lorna Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Alexa Posted December 20, 2004 Report Share Posted December 20, 2004 *screams* lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Katherine Posted December 21, 2004 Report Share Posted December 21, 2004 24 or so hours a bit late, but *******SCREAMING LOUDLY********* (silently) lorna Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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