LadyMacbeth Posted January 8, 2005 Report Share Posted January 8, 2005 I do not think its the paranoia talking I think I really am hated in life. Hated at work, home, on the computer, everywhere. Not sure why I have such a horrible aura and personality that makes people hate me. I dunno maybe I should just become a hermit and lock away then I only have to hate myself. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ginny Posted January 8, 2005 Report Share Posted January 8, 2005 I would have to say it IS the paranoia talking - silly!!! You are a wonderful, sweet human being - and deep inside you know it... you are so sensitive and kind. Lady - stop belittling yourself....... please.. Ginny :wub: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyMacbeth Posted January 8, 2005 Author Report Share Posted January 8, 2005 Thanks that means a lot because I am pretty much ignored by many. :( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ginny Posted January 8, 2005 Report Share Posted January 8, 2005 (((((((((((((((Lady))))))))))))))))))) we all have people on here we are closer to than others..... please dont read more into this than there really is - me thinks you may be stepping into BPD Land. Dont do it!!! Come back to us.... Ginny :wub: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyMacbeth Posted January 8, 2005 Author Report Share Posted January 8, 2005 See, I dont know why I liked you so much I gave you all, of my trust I told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drain Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel [Chorus:] Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now Fuck the presents might as well throw em out Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back Listening to this song cause I am angry but I am thinking about a guy not a girl!! I don't mean it I just terribly miss him so MUCH! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ginny Posted January 8, 2005 Report Share Posted January 8, 2005 Darling - I have to go offline soon and take my b/f to the DR. But I will be back later - hopefully we can talk then - pleeeeease take care... Love ya hun, Ginny :wub: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyMacbeth Posted January 8, 2005 Author Report Share Posted January 8, 2005 okie dokie...hope everything goes well for your b/f. Lady Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Claire Posted January 9, 2005 Report Share Posted January 9, 2005 no way, don't you dare lock yourself away! you are an inspiration to people like me. You express yourself and say it how it is. Not only that but you describe and articulate what is going on in your head so well, in ways that I am unable to. (Frankenstein's monster for one, remember?!) We need you on here!! You are definately not hated on here that's for sure. xx :P Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyMacbeth Posted January 9, 2005 Author Report Share Posted January 9, 2005 Thanks Claire it was very nice of you to say it. Ginny you to but my thought has been validated. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
paddypotty Posted January 9, 2005 Report Share Posted January 9, 2005 Youre not hated,I look forward to reading your message.Hugs etc Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyMacbeth Posted January 9, 2005 Author Report Share Posted January 9, 2005 Thanks cause sometimes I feel like I am talking to myselF! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
paddypotty Posted January 9, 2005 Report Share Posted January 9, 2005 Hey you should try talking to my husband that really is talking to yourself.Keep posting Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lauren Posted January 9, 2005 Report Share Posted January 9, 2005 ((((((hugs))))) Nope,I think your great. So there :P Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Amy Posted January 9, 2005 Report Share Posted January 9, 2005 Lady, I'm sorry you feel this way. It is the paranoia, and I don't know why it happens. I could write exactly what you have written sometimes, so I know it isn't just you. We have to remind ourselves that its distorted thinking. Did you ever watch Saturday Night Live when they had that skit with Stewart Smalley? He sat on a couch in pastel sweaters and looked in a mirror and said "I'm good enough, I'm smart enough, and gosh darn it people like me". It was really funny. My point is we just have to remind ourselves that when we have distorted thinking, its not true. ((((Lady)))) Amy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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