kysweetheart2002 Posted September 3, 2007 Report Share Posted September 3, 2007 all through my life I had this feeling like there was something wrong with me. Like everybody else could see it but I couldn't. Like everyone knew I had a problem but it was invisible to me. When I would question my family about this they would look at me like I was crazy (if that is the appropriate word) and deny it. Other times I felt like I was meant to do greater things in life then what I was doing, but mainly the feeling of something being wrong with me was there. I just didn't know what it was. Before you were diagnosed with anything did you ever go through anything like this? or was that just me? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lily-Bee Posted September 3, 2007 Report Share Posted September 3, 2007 I think lots of people on here have experiences this. I know I have. I used to lay in bed as a child and think something is wrong and I need help but I didnt know what was wrong or how to explain it so I never told anybody.Lilly Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Proud Posted September 3, 2007 Report Share Posted September 3, 2007 have felt like there was something wrong for the past year, but didnt kno what or how 2 explain it.. but realised what it was when i read up about BPD an did an online test. i still havent been diagnosed with it because i havent been 2 any doc etc, but am goin soon. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
truththathurts Posted September 3, 2007 Report Share Posted September 3, 2007 long before i was able to explain my problems i always felt like i was fundamentally flawed in some way, i still feel it now Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
blue_au Posted September 3, 2007 Report Share Posted September 3, 2007 i used to tell people i felt like a 'defective typewriter'....i can understand the feeling.blue Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ryan77 Posted September 4, 2007 Report Share Posted September 4, 2007 Ya, I know what you mean. My whole life I've been told I'm weird! And well, I knew there was just something wrong, it made me sad because I didn't know what it was. Now I know what the problem is but I still feel sad and different. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tripper Posted September 4, 2007 Report Share Posted September 4, 2007 I can relate to this too. Even as a small child I was constantly questioned about certain behaviours and then left feeling so inferior to everyone else. I knew something was wrong and I needed help but I didn't understand how or why. It took until I was in my mid teens to finally stand up and say I needed help. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sofaraway Posted September 6, 2007 Report Share Posted September 6, 2007 yeah definatly, i always thought there was soemthign wrong with, something I couldn't quite identify or explain. to me it was like when i saw a person with severe learning disabilities, i thought that they wouldn't have any awareness that they were any different and i could relate that to me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ktie Posted September 12, 2007 Report Share Posted September 12, 2007 i was also told a lot when i was younger that I was weird, i still get told it on the odd occassion. i've always thought there is something different or perhaps not quite right about me but at the same time felt like a was/am destined for something great... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
coco Posted September 12, 2007 Report Share Posted September 12, 2007 I used to go to bed at night and worry and get agitated and become anxiuos. I knew there was sommat wrong especially as i had reccurrant night mares also of death and being attacked and things not being right. I also used to see colours on my wall. In a freaky kind of way though.Knew i was a worrier and i knew things werent right.Eva xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
coco Posted September 12, 2007 Report Share Posted September 12, 2007 I used to go to bed at night and worry and get agitated and become anxiuos. I knew there was sommat wrong especially as i had reccurrant night mares also of death and being attacked and things not being right. I also used to see colours on my wall. In a freaky kind of way though.Knew i was a worrier and i knew things werent right.Eva xxI would also do strange thing like smash my bedroom to pieces. Rip my socks. Wee in the corner of the bedroom.I remember feeling screwed up. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
coco Posted September 12, 2007 Report Share Posted September 12, 2007 I used to go to bed at night and worry and get agitated and become anxiuos. I knew there was sommat wrong especially as i had reccurrant night mares also of death and being attacked and things not being right. I also used to see colours on my wall. In a freaky kind of way though.Knew i was a worrier and i knew things werent right.Eva xxI would also do strange thing like smash my bedroom to pieces. Rip my socks. Wee in the corner of the bedroom.I remember feeling screwed up.I used to. Not do now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nas81 Posted September 12, 2007 Report Share Posted September 12, 2007 I have the exact opposite problem. All my life i knew there was something seriously wrong with me but everyone, friends, family, coworkers, classmates, neighbors, thought i was ok..better than ok. I was the best student, the good kid, the loyal friend...I was amazed that they couldn't see my hurt, my flaws, my pain...I always felt i lived a double life..and still do but as i became an adult my ability to hide my problems worsened..Now everyone pretty much sees the real me (whoever that is) after talking to me... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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