Too Much

[flightlessdove]

The pain i feel to wake up everyday,

I cannot explain in anyway.

the weight of life is too much to bare,

Too much effort to breath or care.

On occasion Im "happy" and full of life,

But its never real and i get into strife.

The manic highs just make it worse,

coz im not me - its a nasty curse.

When i was little i used to pray,

to live well and happy everyday.

Now i pray to be free from pain,

No more hurt & to not breath again.