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it sucks...

didnt take me poxy sleepin tabs, cause been havin horrendus nightmares on them but too groggy when i wake in the middle of the nite to sort meself out... had a panic attack at 4am the other morning, but couldnt do anythin as i was so sleepy

but now i AWAKE

good job i ay at work tomoz, or gota do anythin...

oh n i cant get into chat either... bum!

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it sucks...

didnt take me poxy sleepin tabs, cause been havin horrendus nightmares on them but too groggy when i wake in the middle of the nite to sort meself out... had a panic attack at 4am the other morning, but couldnt do anythin as i was so sleepy

but now i AWAKE

good job i ay at work tomoz, or gota do anythin...

oh n i cant get into chat either... bum!

i had my sleepers and i'm still buzzing too

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it sucks...

didnt take me poxy sleepin tabs, cause been havin horrendus nightmares on them but too groggy when i wake in the middle of the nite to sort meself out... had a panic attack at 4am the other morning, but couldnt do anythin as i was so sleepy

but now i AWAKE

good job i ay at work tomoz, or gota do anythin...

oh n i cant get into chat either... bum!

i had my sleepers and i'm still buzzing too

i noted that even this site has a breakdown now and again too, poetic justice lol

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ha yea, it happens to the best off us!

im debatin countin sheep, u think that works???

god im bored, im watchin re-runs off loose women on the tv!!!

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ha yea, it happens to the best off us!

im debatin countin sheep, u think that works???

god im bored, im watchin re-runs off loose women on the tv!!!

you know, you sound like you need a lovely guy to take care of you

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ha, yea, i need summat...

what sleepers you on then?

wana pop sum round lol

mind u, ur too far away :lol:

ah! I'm on zopiclones 7.5mg, nasty taste in the mouth but its a nice trippy feeling.... ;)

shame, could have popped over and shared them with you......

so where r u? essex is where i'm from....

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im on those too, sometimes i get buzzy, but only if i drink with them, dont do it at home kids lol

im now suppose to be takin them at 8pm, sp by half 8 i on a diff planet for an hour os so, then by 11pm im back to 'normal'!

im in the west mids, J9 of the M6;...

so i guessin u aint gota get up for work either tomoz?

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im on those too, sometimes i get buzzy, but only if i drink with them, dont do it at home kids lol

im now suppose to be takin them at 8pm, sp by half 8 i on a diff planet for an hour os so, then by 11pm im back to 'normal'!

im in the west mids, J9 of the M6;...

so i guessin u aint gota get up for work either tomoz?

no, i'm not working at mo, moods all over place, going through a period of instabilty, get DLA for my troubles. would be nice to settle down with a lovely person tho, be nice to meet someone who has simalar problems i do

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im off sick at the mo, had surgery 6 weeks ago for a tummy prob, lookin at goin back to work begin of may...

so ur single then? i seperated from my hubby last june, have a new bf, but well its hard having these MH prob's and being in a relationship

i wish i was single some days, spare him the pain

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well only you know if your new relationship will work out or not, does he understand your probs and is he caring enough?

yes i'm single, my ex girlfreind could not deal with my problems, but then she had a few too lol

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he is understanding to a point, but i really know how to push his buttons if i want... sometimes i hate him bein so bloody understanding!!! makes me worse, part of the condition, we were together b4 i got dx, only got that in Nov last year, and he has gone from havin a gf who was luvin and fun, to one who is now going throu a severe depresive episode,

how long u been single then?

i been with me bf 18 months ish, and yea i only left me hubby last june... it was a cross ova

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chat's still not working.....

yes i see the cross over, well i suppose theres a reason for that..... i share you enthuiazam in that department...

I did a 'life course two years ago, so i know how the mind works, when it comes to button pushing. its all about mutual control i guess when it come to a relationship. a working parnership situation works best, then normality has a better chance - ie a workable relationship, no need for the attention seeking...if you see what i mean.

but everybody need a bit of TLC sometimes, and theres nothing wrong with that!

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nope i still keep tryin to get in

yea i do proper attention seek at times, and im rite good at spitting the dummy when things dont go my way!

yea the cross over was unfortunate, but me n the ex hubby get alone really well now, compared to when we was together, at least i have that to be thankful for

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yea the cross over was unfortunate, but me n the ex hubby get alone really well now, compared to when we was together, at least i have that to be thankful for

My ex-wife was a bitch troll from hell, and we had sex about 6 times a year, piss poor really thinking about it... now i've been divorced for about 4 years neither of us would piss on eathother if we were on fire......lol

still i put it behind me....

well it been great talking to you, take a chil pill and see if you can get some sleep, i must try and get some sleep, i have a doc's appointment frist thing in the morning.....yawn.....

well if you ever fancy a holiday for a few days let me know, perhaps we could do blackpool pleasuere beach? or sumtin? lol

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god i still feel poo!

went to bed at half 4

was watchin the clock till 5-20

went to sleep, woke up at 6-15

went to slep half 6, up at 7-15, sleep at 8, woke up at 9 am, thought screw it, just get up...

im actually so awake still,but me head is fuzzy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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blimey, your still up?

I've been awake since 7.30 so i got about 4 hours, i feel fcuked

i remember not so long ago i was up a straight 3 days running, needless to say my mental health suffered at the lack of sleep, i think it ended up in my arrest and escort the the local MHT

watch something funny on telly tonight then..., take 2 zoppy's half and hour before bed, brush your teeth and do everything you need to before the half hours up. be in bed within the half hour and if poss play some soothing music, like the chillout collection or sumthin....

Thats all the advice i can give. i do hope you get some sleep soon.

xx

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thanx hun, yea think i will def do that...

i have so much revision to do today as well, argh!!!

so have you been to your appointment yet?

most fun i havin is going out to buy me sum new trainers tonite, a little treat for finishing me essay on time last nite ;)

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yes my appointment was at 9am, waste of time, not my usual doctor, the doctor i saw didnt' want the responsiblity of changing my medication, what a pussy!

well done on your document completion, bet you feel a proud bunny one'ee! at least thats a little load off your mind.

I have to pick up my two little'n in a short while, they are comming over for a visit for a couple of days, joy, love'em to bits but its hard work, and lots of money too..... the only down side is i might catch a glimps of the ex, hope i can keep my breakfast down.......

anyway, i better clean up this flat and do some shopping a bit later i suppose,

Keep smilling Tray!

xx

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ah bless, that'l be nice, but i know what you mean, kids have soooo much energy!!!

my bf 5yr old tires me out, n only see her for two hours!!!

take a sick bag with you just in case :P

take care, and have fun!x

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Right, i'm about to leave and go ofline for a bit, its time.....for the KIDS! lol

funny but you reminded me in an earlier post, i need sum new reeboks too! lol

Just been reading that thread on addiction, lol, naughty people! lol, I cracked up (excuse the pun) lol, intresting read tho...

take care and have fun this afternoon ;)

xx

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