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kib0ne

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Hi there,

I'm new to the site, and pretty new to my diagnosis of BPD. However I've had this way of life for some time now.

My name's Lisa, I'm 18. I live in Leicester but moved here from Kent two years ago, previous to my stay there I was living in London with my family. We all moved to kent 2gether but then I put myself in the 'care' of the local authority, I get on really well with my last foster mum and we visit each other. I moved to Leicester though to kinda make a fresh start, I came up here on my own. I had a lot of opportunities here to, that i wouldnt have down there. I've got a bf here and we're moving in together hopefully next month: could be interesting!

I've had depressive symptoms probably from the age of 11, I think it was mainly to do with family problems and the issues that arose from that. Along the way i've aquired quite a few BPD traits and eventually maybe when I was 16 I was diagnosed with BPD, but i only found out recently (months) by overlooking my dr's notes. When I asked they said something like it just means you have different needs" or something along those lines; not very helpful. So i'm doing my own research now, it was a bit disheartening bc when I was young my Dad was diagnosed with an illness and nobody told me about that, i found something which had his diagnosis on it and did my own research then, to find out it was terminal. I felt alone in that, but now i've started research on BPD theres lots of ppl out there that can relate to me (which i find difficult to say) and my prognosis isn't that bad i.e. I can improve.

I was in psychotherapy for 3 yrs before i moved to leicester. and it came to a mutual end. I saw a variety of other psychiatrists counsellers and nurses too. I moved here and straight away got myself into an abusive relationship, and started slipping. I guess me and my therapist thought I was in a good place but really I wasn't better. I know i will get there.

Anyway enough waffeling!

well i'm on the sick now, so i have 4 whole months to, surf the net and post messages on this site.

Thanks for reading and dn't be afraid to message me bc i dont bite hard!

Lisa :D

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