Katherine Posted February 10, 2005 Report Share Posted February 10, 2005 not majorly down or up sad quiet subdued suspended isolated withdrawn pushing away gulit/shame everyone else's problems are biiger than mine? where does the smile on my face come from? slight anxiety watchful workaholic tired-sleepy held together by something "What have I done?" What will my parents say..trying not to anticipate their disappointment, their likely to think I've wasted the time and money on 3 years of training I won't complete..can't bear that, would hurt my growing soul.. feel like I'm leaving secondary school all over again---like I'm 18 (though I feel more like 17...-half what my age is now...) scared noone will understand...alone relieved An acrostic poem about my grief at leaving therapy training to focus on my own emotional growth--- Gratitude Regret Individuation Ending beginning Future lies awake in my present I just need to express myself...can someone here hear me? karie Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyMacbeth Posted February 10, 2005 Report Share Posted February 10, 2005 I hear you K...you are making your own decisions to better your own life and thats admirable...don't try and please your parents...try hard at making yourself happy. You are heading in the right direction. Love, Em Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Betsy Posted February 10, 2005 Report Share Posted February 10, 2005 Karie, Hang in there. It sounds like right now you need therapy. School will always be there. bets Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Katherine Posted February 10, 2005 Author Report Share Posted February 10, 2005 therapy tomorrow....3.30..... k. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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